Wednesday, January 30, 2008

ash wednesday

Today marks the beginning of the lenten season, its ash wednesday. This is really a very significant day for all catholics, as what the bible says "we will return to ash".Its not just the putting of cross in our forehead that should be taken into consideration of everyone, but they should also try to realize the significance of the event and thats how God gave his only beggoten son to save us, In this time, learn how to reflect our sins and ask for forgiveness to those whom we have hurt and forgive those who have hurt us.
Hopefully in this season of lent, we would learn and put Christ in our heart and in the center of our life.

Friday, January 25, 2008

a cute love story

A girl had cancer and she had only one month to live.She liked a boy working in a CD shop very much, but she didnt tell him about her love.Everyday she used to go to the CD shop and buy a CD to talk to him, After a month, she died, the boy went to her house and asked about her, Her monther told the boy that she already died and took him to her room and he saw all CD's unopened and the boy cried....u know why?
He had kept his own love letters inside the CD pack...because he also loves her..
how sad.........

Happy Birthday Bestfriend

Tomorrow is the birthday of my bestfriend..well he said he treat me for a dinner and im so excited for that, David is my bestfriend since college years, we became the best of friends for almost 6 years and so far our friendship has been tested by time,amidst trials and shorcomings our bond is as strong as stone.
Constant communication is one of the reasons why we still survive, he became more of a brother to me than of a bestfriend, i remember during my last birthday, i was really crying so hard because of my break- up, he patiently listen to my grievances and he just cry whenever i cried..heheheh,
I remember on our college years, i was suspended at our scholl because of some policies which i believe was our right as a student and since David was the president he really fight for me, and thu it means something not good for his leadership, he sacrificed it for our friendship.
David is such a one of a kind guy, having him is one of the few memories i wished would not fade.on your birthday, i wish you all the best in life.I want you to be happy, coz i know you deserve it, just remember thu how difficult life may be seems, there would always be people who would be your light to travel in the darkness of life.
and rest assured, im one of the few.

good morning

good morning.....well just want to greet everyone a nice day..
well its already friday, thank god its friday, end of weekdays, for students its the end of assignments and homeworks and for working girls its a hang out time..well so excited for
that,,,"friday night".well have a good day/

Thursday, January 24, 2008


Too late for a second chance, finally ive closed the chapter of my life, those pages that i have him, primarily because hes not worth remembering...he gave me bad memories which i regret that i allow it.
meting my man was the happiest times of my life, he made me believe that i was worth of a diamond and he made me realized that my past was just a stone, he was everywhere. its hard to recall painful memories, as much as i wouldnt want to allow him to come into my senses, still i am still thinking over and over again how in this world i allow him to hurt me,i am showered now with love and care, that is why it preety amazing and sa hoard to recall painful times with the person you loved that much.
if i could just bring back the times, i would still want to met him and fall in love and get hurt but i dont want to keep him anymore...coz i know i would met my man who will love me and take good care of me.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Dont give up on us baby

my god, i just realized recently that despite everything he still owns my heart, i missed him terribly, how i wish he would still be willing to have me again, how i wish i still have him.

you know something really makes me sad, before i used to beleieve that once you have met the man who fits your standard,its easy to fall in love.....its totally wrong, coz falling in love is not by standard its how the feelings met. i dont know how i felt in love with him, all i knew i found him special already. he was the man i cant live without.

i missed my baby,.huhuhuhu


speaking of wedding, ill be attending the silver wedding anniversary of our grower,, and im in the entourage..Im really so worried, coz i dont have dress for that occassion, maybe ill just buy one, and go to the parlor for a make-over...My god, im so also dreaming to walk down the aisle soon with the man of my life.
someday i hope to see myself walking down that special aisle and my man waiting for my hands, its an every woman's dream, really..just a bit of curiousity,can anyone be willing to spend the rest of his life with me? heheheh...i hope so..
ill update you soon......mwahhhhhh

Monday, January 21, 2008

my zodiac sign

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant in relationships.
Always wants the last word.
Very smart.
Dislikes noise and chaos.
Easy to talk to.
Hard to please.
Practical and very fussy.
Often shy.

menstrual cycle

ive received an email today from a friend about the menstrual cycle...hope you can read this and share with some of your friends...

"They found a blood clot in her neck, and immediately took her byhelicopter to the ER to operate. by the time they removed the right half of herskull to relieve the pressure on her brain, the clot had spread to her braincausing severe damage.Since last Wednesday night, she was battling.. they induced herinto a coma to stop the blood flow, They operated 3 times.. Finally, they said therewas nothing left that they could do.. they found multiple clots in the leftside of her brain.. the swelling wouldn't stop, and she was on life support..
She died at 4:30 yesterday. She leaves behind a husband, and a 2yrold Brandon and a 4yr old Justin.. The CAUSE of DEATH - they found was abirth control she was taking that allows you to only have your period 3 timesa year...
They said it interrupts life's menstrual cycle, and although it is FDAapproved... shouldn't be - So to the women in my address book - I askyou to boycott this product & deal with your period
once a month - so you can live the rest of the months that yourlife has in store for you.
*Please send this to every woman you know - you may save someone's
life... Remember, you have a CYCLE for a reason!
The name of this new birth control pill is Lybrel. If you go

http://lybrel. com/ , you will find at least 26 pages of informationregarding this drug.
The second birth control pill is, Seasonique. If you go to thewebsite of, http://seasonique. com/ , you will find 43 pages of informationregarding this drug.
The warnings and side effects regarding both pills are horrible.Please, please forward this information to as many daughters AND sons,co-workers, friends and relatives. Several lives have already been changed
pefully you can share this to your friends....

a new dawn

it was quite amazing how our paths cross with my baby, i mean i was just wondering how i found him,,just quite thinking, coz now now that im starting to get to know him i find myself so lucky. before that we were just on the first stage of our relationship i never appreciate his effort and everything that he does for me.but lately, i am really so overwhelmed by his attention, i really apprecaite his effort adn his love for my family and for our realationship.
most of the time he would talk about his plans for me, he would talk about us being together which made me fall in love with him...
finally last night, a strange feeling was in my heart, i guess its the fear of lossing him coz honestly i dont now how i would start again my life without him.

Thursday, January 17, 2008

i need u

life is so ironic, sometimes you have to be hurt in order to be whole again,,you have to find your half to make you whole,,,partly i can say that once, i have found him,but hes gone. i dont want to find him again, i want him to find me,,,shit,,i really hate it everytime i remember him, the emptiness, the memories just makes me sad..just like now, it just ruin my day whenever i see him...or should i say i hate to pretend that im ok, when im is full of pretensions,,and im sick of tired of it.

one day, i want to see myself,,,happy,,with whoever i am with,contented with his love and happy with in his i have to force myself to love him? its just so sad that sometimes you have to be unfair just to see his worth.but as what ive said,,sometimes you love those who doesnt love you and you take forgranted those who does......but the end of the day youll realize youve lost a diamond coz you were busy collecting stones..

miss u

im presently in a relationship right now, however its a long distance love affair, but nevertheless i dont have problem with the set-up and i feel loved and cared by my partner, thats the most important thing.
i was not really doing well last night, since i had a flu, i really feel bad about it because before when my bf was here, he would do the laundry for me and give me medicine and food if ever he would arrive early, but last night it was really different coz he was not at my side..i remember there was a time when my head was really aching and i couldnt go out to buy food, then suddenly i was awaked by a knocked on our room, to my surprised, i saw him with fruits, foods and med,,,hehehe,,hes really so thoughtful. that's what i missed him.
hes taking right now hes last exam for captain, thats why hes so busy,and after which hes planning to apply for international route.thu were talking about it already, im still very hesistant with the set-up, of course i want my man to be with me always but if its God's will, then ill trust his plan.
hes planning to come right after their exam, and if hopefully he can make it, anyway time flies so fast,,,without noticing we would be together again.....mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Monday, January 14, 2008


From one kind deed to another, from one argument to the other, i always have the reason to stay and keep on believing but now after the last few drops of tears have dried, i have finally found my place out of his life.
After a tug of war of letting go or holding on, i have finally decided to cut the rope and set him free..Thu it means a pain in my heart knowing that he would be happier with somebody else arms, its still nice to see him happy thu it means im not part of it.
I can still remember the times, when i couldnt think but him in my everyday life, he was my inspiration, he was my saviour, he was my bestfriend, he was everything to me.Honestly i dont know how life was, without him.i would like to believe that he had loved me but my senses refused to coz if he does why would he allow such pain to come into my life.True, i was not expecting or the best word to say, i was overconfident..i was really blind that he would do this, but it already happened. I could still remember the times when it was better at bed and spend the day reminiscing the memories..going all over again your special moments, those wonderful times together...I had lots of regrets...i had lots of "if only..."
But now,i try to look forward and learn from my mistakes, thu i still love him, i want to think that God saves the best for me.I would like to think that someday when all the pains vanished, i would be able to smile and finally look for a new dawn, a dawn of love that will forever be mine

just droppin by..

hi,im back..hehehhe.well i have lots of things to share since ive missed writing again,,well i go home last weekened,i spend the entire days with my family.I missed them so much especially my nephews..i just slept the whole day and played with them,,just trying to enjoy the company of them.I also had dinner with my bestfriend,Dave last saturday.Well it was pretty well.we enjoy talking a lot of nonsenses things.hehhe.oh by the way,my lola is still not well the entire family prayed for her immediete recovery,,hope you do too.pls...

Friday, January 11, 2008

quite boring

im quite bored now,,,but i have lots of things to share,,first i went to the hospital to accompany my office mate to have his wound was really a breathtaking experience coz i really hate to see blood.hehhe,but im so thankful, it went fine.

second, ive met a cute guy if if,,it was surprising,right?hehehe,but hes quite yummy and it seems he smells good...hahahha.

ill let you know tomorrow..what happened

fyi: he has a car (hahahha)

i even took a picture of his car,here it is

what a day

this is taken from our bording house, with me is my very good friend,ate joy. This is where i stayed almost everyday at ormoc, this is my home.

just a thought..

ive met this guy thru a commmon friend, and since then we were already texting almost everyday,checking each other lives,,he would oftentimes text me and check my whereabouts no matter how busy he is, knowing the nature of his work,,its really quite amazing how he finds time to know if i already eat or to check if im at home already.Almost every night, we cant hardly sleep early because we find ourselves texting even its almost 1 in the morning, but the following day he would call me to wake me up because he knew that i would be late if he would not do the effort..hehehe
And for almost a month of getting to know him, i find it surprising how in this world ive met him.He's one of a kind,,he wanted to stay in the house, just to read and spends time with his family unlike other guys who finds it really nice at bars and disco house.
Of course, im open to the possibility of him having a special woman, nevertheless it wouldnt change the fact that once in my life, he awakens me from a midnight blues..wherever our paths leads us.he would still be a fullfiilment of my ideal man.

so sad

thu it sounds like the sun shines early today, but my day seems not that good, i received a text from my brother that my lola is in the hospital, i feel really sad coz i didnt go home for almost 2 weeks and since i was so busy at work, i forgot even to ask my lola how she was...i knew that because of her age, she can feel a lot of complications on her body but with God's help, i am really praying that she will be well.
Last night, we were texting with my friend Dave, my bestfriend since my college days, he is inviting me for a dinner this saturday..and im so excited of that,,because i already missed his company..David is really a good freind,hes close to the family and he doesnt miss especial occasions with us.My birthday, new year and even just family gatherings.Our bondings made our friendship strong.And honestly, hes one of the few special men in my life whom i treasured the most. Thru thick and thin hes with me..and im really so thankful of that.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Just friends??????????????????????

This is an excrept from one of my emails which i wanted to share to all the girls who were into the "just friends" arrangement..which i think is common nowadays..and at the same time this helped me understand why the "just friends" syndrome is so widespread.A guy wants to get to know a girl but wihout the pressure of dating. So he spends a lot of time with her, treating her in many ways like a girlfriend but defining the relationship as friends. This way, if it begins to look like there's no future in the relationship, or hes not ready to get serious, he can back away with no messy break up. it sounds like a nice arrangement - for the guy.

But that approach can be a problem for the woman.If a man tells a woman he just wants "to be friends" but he treats her like its more than friendship, she will believe his behaviour instead of his words. It sets her up for a big disappointment. Or if he invokes the "just freinds" mantra after being asked about the nature of the relationship, but then promptly begins to distance himself from the friendship, again his actions do not match his words

Women can be great friends, But guys, unless you are ready for a dating relationship, please be careful to treat us, as sisters with absolute purity,not as girlfriends,,,NOR SOMETHING IN BETWEEN.


It is not "destiny" that determines "love" it is "Choice".Our so called destiny is a LIE..
Relationships last long not because theyre destined to last long..Relationships last long because two brave people made a choice - to keep it, to fight for it and to work for it. Meanwhile other relationships failed not because theyre destined to fail. They failed because one of the two, or both made the choice - to set each other free.Sometimes we failed to understand and made a lot of allybys that we want space, or commonly we always stick to the stigma that if were really meant to be, at the end of the day we will be together??????how nice to hear..apparantly its the choice of one individual, if he felt its not working anymore,,,its over,,its not destiny,,its the feelings...sad but thats a fact.

no text

its past lunch time but i didnt received any text from him...maybe hes so busy and forgot about me...but i cant imagine coz most of the time he would ask permission..ohh my,,maybe lots of reports,,or maybe he got tired last night..hehehhe,but i know before he will go to sleep he will call me,,hehehe.hopefully.ohhhhhhhhh?

i missed him.

im really so sleepy..grabe,,imagine for almost 3 weeks i always sleep about 1 am,,,huhuhu,,my eyebags are really that big..but its ok,coz im tired from the hang outs and and texts..hehehe.
last night, i went home about 1:30 in the morning already, apparently our gate was locked,i stayed outside for almost 30 minutes,i was so afraid since there are lots of tambay in our place..i just called up my boardmate for her to open the gate,,,and she did,,thanks.heheh,after which i didnt sleep pa,,kasi we've texted pa with my friend...kasi naman po makulit..hehehe..pero love ko naman yun,,,hes really so nice,,he always awakes me when i need to be early..he would really alarm hi cell and wake up his princess..hahahhah..mwah

just when ive thought ive fall in love

i guess the greatest feeling in life, is to be able to feel that youre special. its an every woman's love and be loved..however there are really instances that when we've thought he's already the one,,,only to find out he was mr. maybe...ohhh tired of searching but still im looking forward for the falling and rising and everything in between.