Wednesday, February 17, 2010

An Apology

I knew i owe you one, i owe an apology to you, i dont know how to start this but i knew how it ends, i realize the consequence of my actions when i finally realize i have let you go, you are right a relationship will never become a relationship unless the two of you made an effort to make the relationship work. For everything that was said and done, i am sorry for being so stupid enough and for being so insensitive. I wish i could tell everyone how lucky i am to have known you and see a part of you. You are one of the few people who have come in my life that i can say, worth keepin for. And pls if i may say, you have the most wonderful and kindest heart a man could ever had. I knew my mistakes and i recognize my shortcomings, yes i am imperfect but i guess its not my imperfections that drives this things to what we are now but its me being childish, bratty and worst the inconsiderate in me. Time can only tell what will happen next but believe me, our past and our memories are worth of my imagination. Im sorry for all those times that youve waited and i did not come, im sorry for celebrating the valentines alone, im sorry if you felt i was not makin an effort, im sorry if i have let you go. I knew these cant change things nor make any difference but just the thought that you knew that i value our relationship is enough, this may not cause anything to us but this will be a good start..
I believe that apologizing to someone does not mean that he is right and the other is simply means that you value your relationship more than your ego.