Monday, June 30, 2008

Which baby are you?

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivatesoneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

How to kill a man?

"The best way to heal a heart that has been broken
is to kill the person who has made it happen..hehehe"
What you think?

emotional burden

i knew for a fact that entering into a relationship is also a package, u dont love him for his positive traits but nonethless you have to accept him even on his worst sides. Patience is needed as what ive heared from everybody else, i always do that, always and almost...
They say, relationship needs rain, in order to be nouriished, it has its ups and downs, its extreme joy and pain too plus more of heartaches, and everyday emotional burden,,,as for me.
I find it too disgusting and frustrating everytime i feel that i had the emptiness in my heart thu im in a relationship as of this time, i always had the reason to feel unloved by this person, and i cant find no reason, as to why this constant feeling of mine, always disturbed me little by little.
I always believe and i want to believe that this time it would be better if not the best, i always want to give him my most precious time, showered him with love, gime my unconditional love, care and trust..BUT its always not enough, its always not the end of the day i always have the thought to cut the rope. i mean i dream for this, i always pray for this,and now i have this man, why do i feel not complete? why do i have the feeling always of comparing him to my ex, why do i long for somebody else this the price i have to pay for giving my all?
when i always want for just somebody else, i felt he is somebody else man, when i want to believe hes mine, i felt he is owned by another arms.
Im confused and emotionally bothered, i knew and im not naive, that his love is not for me..
but still hesistant to accept the fact, still hesitant to ask him,,coz maybe at the end of the day i would hear again the most painful answer, and i guess im just afraid that again i might realized that the fairy tale is hurts..really,and i does always for me..

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

im on hiatus

im currently on hiatus..because of the death
of my lola, interment will be on thursday.
she past away last thursday night.
pls pray for her eternal

Monday, June 23, 2008

maritime incidents:mv princess of the stars

Another tragic maritime incidents occured in the midst of the typhoon frank, last friday in its route cebu to manila, of its 800 passengers, as of now only 4 was been considered survivor.
As of this time, the maritime industry is indergoing its search and rescue operation to the passengers of the said passenger ship.
Family's of the passengers are with close contact with the rescue team, with the hope of getting the bodies of their loved ones,no official statements has been issued by the management of sulpicio lines as of this times for the updates of the said tragedy.
Lets include in our prayers for the eternal repouse of the victims of mv princess stars.

miss him...

i love to see this pics whenever i missed my love. I missed his caress, his care, his kiss and the way he smell..hehehe..truely if you really love someone else, you surely knew everything in him. when youre at home, you just want to be with him, and when you're together its as if youre living in a world of i want spend moments with the person i love because ive learned from a tragic past..and i dont want to walk with the same path again, with the same mistakes, but if destiny permits, i would be willing to underwent pain again, with him..
..with the hope that someday i would smell him again....

Thursday, June 19, 2008

fairy tales..

The story of cinderella makes me believe that not all couples who are perfectly fit, fits forever, coz if cinderella's slippers perfectly fit, why did it fell?
I was on my early 20's when i felt in love to a man, ive never thought too i will fall, we've started with a simple texts that developed into a relationship, a relationship that was just good at the start, since it was a long distance love affair and i understant that it was really hard for both parties, we were on our way on our 10 months when he decided to give up on me, honestly i do really loved me so much, and i was willing to do everything to make him stay. I even beg him just to give us a chance to prove to each other that we can surpassed our trials, but he was not willing, i remember the times when he would turn off his phone even when i was talking because he would not want to hear my voice anymore, he would post in the net a pics of him and his new gf, which was really terribble, but the worst was, when i ask him to choose between his new gf and me, and he choosed the former. My heart was really painfully dying that time, broken into pieces but i didnt stop there, i said if its ok with him, its ok with me even if im just a second gf, whats important is he would not leave me...that was the worst part..
I remember how the pain losses my identity as a person, how i lose respect and love for myself, finally it made me think that if he would not love me, who else would love me aside from myself?
After six months of being single and the letting go, i am finally from pains and heartaches. Today he visited the branch, and to my surprise i didnt feel anymore the love i used to have, the unconditional i once reserved for him, maybe, just maybe i have already reserved it to someone special, someone deserving for it.
fairy tales once are so good to my ears, castle's are once my dreams...
happy endings...not anymore..whats important im happy now..
prince charming, yeah ive dreaming for him..i once believe i found him..
eventually he was not..
Now, im living in a world of reality, loving quietly and happy to be in a relationship
with someone i knew would love me, i knew will respect me and hopefully will takes good care
of me for a lifetime..
..and we lived happily ever after...

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

so in love.....

At my most unexpected days,,,he came,,,just when i needed him most.God has really an amazing plan to each of us, in most times we have trials but at most he gave reasons to smile. I am so happy that at last ive found him, at the very corner of my world where i havent noticed his existence at first,now brings life and color to my world. I am so grateful that destiny permits us to be together. to cross our paths and to be able to know each other better.
I once believed that i have finally met someone before whom i wanna share my life with, but i was completely wrong, coz the man whom i entrusted my heart gave it back to me broken, and now i wanna believe that this time around, i have given it once again to a right man, he may never be a perfect man, just an ordinary person who gave meaning to my life and a reason to fall in love once more.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

An Encounter

it was a fine wednesday morning, typical office works, reports and inventories are top priorities plus a list of to do list in my computer..I was about to take my lunch when one of my merchandicer approach my table, she looked haggard, she looked so pale and stressed, actually she was been absent for almost a week because of serious medical conditions, i asked her how she was now, she replied to me with "im fine", i eventually asked her when she would go back to work, the she didnt reply,,i asked her to sit infront of my table and tell me whats took her quite a few minutes to open up whats bothering her, then she asked for permission if she can call on my phone and i said yes..After she called, she returned to my table and with hesitations she started a very serious conversation. At first it was so difficult for her to open up her dillemma but i guess becuase she wanted to ease the pain, she started to release the pains and crosses of her life, she belong to a broken family and has 10 siblings, she was not raised into a typical home because since she was young her mom decided to put her together with her younger sisters at the dswd, she grew up with pains and anger towards her mom because of the abandonement, at an early age of 5 she would decide to sell banana cue and ice candy just to give her other siblings candy's and toys, at the age of 13 she was a very responsible teenager, she decided to leave her home (dswd) and managed to lived her own, she worked at a store and earn 100 pesos a day, so little even for her food and rent, so at night she would sell barbecue just to meet both ends.
She didnt stop and lose hope in all the crosses she faced, she knew how cruel the world for her but then she didnt stop her fight, she was a very positive person, with her little earnings, she even managed to bring her othe siblings to school, but then lately her world began to stop when her younger sis confess that their older brother raped her two younger sisters, she didnt knew how she would swallow the news, and worst shes starting to give up, she was telling me, her experiences made her so strong, a brave woman but then now she still in doubt if she can make it..a battle between what she thinks is right against a thought of keeping the family intact, safeguarding her family's integrity. She once asked me if God really exist and i said why, her reply made me cry, she said in a lowered voice, "because HE didnt care for me",,My god, i said to her, pls dont say like that, i knew how hard it was for her, so difficult really, but i want her to pray..and trust Him, but her agony is so endless,,
Right now, shes contacted the police station to report the incident and she already bring her sisters to the health station for the medical check up and they found that it was positive, by the way her sisters ages 2 years old and 11 years old, respectively. She has received threats already and i offer her to report it to the authority, she's into worry because her sisters would not be able to go to school because she was absent for quite a few days and she will received no pay at the pay day..
I still look forward that everything will be fine for her, tonight il pray for a continued strength to be bestowed on her, I may never knew His wisdom but i completely trust on His will.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008


love takes time, it needs a history
of giving and receiving, laughing and crying...
love never promises instant gratification
only ultimate fulfillment
love means believing in someone, in something
it supposes a willingness to struggle
to work, to suffer and to rejoice..
Satisfaction and ultimate fulfillment are by-products
of dedicated love.They belong to those who can reach beyond themselves
and to whome giving is more important than receiving...
Love is doing everything you can to help
others build whatever dreams they have
love involves much careful and active listening
It is doing whatever needs to be done and saying whatever will promote
the other's happiness, security and well being..sometimes love hurts..
Love is on a constant journey to what others need.It must be attentive, caring
and open both to what others say and to what other cannot say.
Love does not attach conditions
Genuine love is always a free gift
Love realizes and accepts that there will be disagreements
and disturbing emotions..
There may be times when miles lie between but love is a commitment,
It believes and and endures all things..
Love will never reject each others,,It is the first to encourage
and the last to condemn
-barb Upham-

Friday, June 6, 2008

have a great weekend

have a great weekend friends.....enjoy and have fune


Thank God its last its the end of working days and tomorrow will be a great day for relaxation, a day for rest and watching tv, read my favorite novels and bond with my nephews and niece.How's your day guys? hope you have a great day ahead..mwah

Thursday, June 5, 2008


heres my horoscope for the day.....

VIRGO - THE BEST SEXUAL PARTNER (8/23-9/22) Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it.Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke

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SCORPIO - THE VIRGIN (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person.
TAURUS - THE BAD BOY OR GIRL (4/20-5/20) Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
GEMINI--HARD TO LOVE (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Good personalities. Loves relationships. Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
CANCER - HARD TO CATCH THEIR HEART (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long- term relationships, if you can actually get them to stick around. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Normally not a Fighter, but will if neccessary. Someone loves them right now, they just dont know it. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
LIBRA - THE PIMP (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor. Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CAN'T TOUCH (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Attractive. Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. Very promising...
PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
LEO - THE SEX MANIAC (7/23-8/22) Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with...they will kick your ass... u might end up crying... 10 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
ARIES - THE PLAYER (3/21-4/19) Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
CAPRICORN - THE SEXY ONE (12/22-1/19) Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word.Rare to find. Caring. Smart. Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please.Loves to smile.Beautiful laugh.Patient.Amazing in the you know where

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

me , myself and i

i was browsing over the pics of my friend with her bf, and it was totally so nice to see moments you spend with your special someone, truelly you can never buy happiness. Sometimes you have all the material possesions but it doesnt gives you the fulfillment in life, and ironically there are just simple things in our life which makes us smile. I guess i have missed wonderful moments in my life that i should have enjoyed and cherished. Things arent the same now and what was left was just memories.

i love you

I love you for giving your heart to me
And trusting me with your pride
I love you for wanting me
And needing me by your side

I love you for the emotions
I never knew I had
I love you for making me smile
Whenever I feel sad

I love you for your thoughts of me
Where im always on your mind
I love you for finding that part of me
That I never thought id find

I love you for the way you are
And for how you make me feel
But most of all I love you
Coz I know youre mine for real

summer outing

It was indeed a great escapade together with my collegues and friends, we had a wonderful time at Dumpao Beach Resort at Guaian eastern Samar last May 31 to June 1, 2008.
We had lots of activities and really a great experienced, we also went to Calicuan Island and the 200 steps Yoga place, which was really an unforgettable summer outing ever.