Wednesday, July 2, 2008

What color best describes love?


What color best decribes love?....

...for all we knew, red best describes it, during valenstines, red dominates the
season of love, it best expersses coursthip and love if roses are red..
ballons, candies and stuif toys are saleble duing valentines..
have we every wonder why?

actually love has no definites colors, nor does cupid prescribed any..
its just actually our common cultures and practices that prescribed what is acceptable
and what is being accepted by the social stigma...

personally, i go with pink,..for love
not because it my personal favorite but
its how i am being expressed as a person..
its actualy a color of feminiity
a color for for ladylike
a color best suited for good listener
for being gentle, caring
and above all
for being sweet...

as it all speaks
thats what's
LOVE
for me

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

rants and thoughts


"Yes..its really sad to belong to someone else
when the right one comes along"
-----how could you say, youre falling to someone else,
when your with committed to somebody else..
would you say, you just woke up, realizing that
he's not anymore a part of your dream,
or would you just tell him that..
you were not there to cath me
as i fall......

sulpicio updates


This is the picture of mv princess of the stars after the tragedy, as shown in the picture, the rescuing team would have a hard time getting the bodies of the passsengers considering the weight of the ship, plus they also discovered toxic chemicals inside. The search and rescue team decided to ask help form the marine experts as to how they would best rescue the passengers taken too into consideration, protecting the sea and to prevent oil leakage.

Monday, June 30, 2008

Which baby are you?


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Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivatesoneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

How to kill a man?

"The best way to heal a heart that has been broken
is to kill the person who has made it happen..hehehe"
What you think?

emotional burden

i knew for a fact that entering into a relationship is also a package, u dont love him for his positive traits but nonethless you have to accept him even on his worst sides. Patience is needed as what ive heared from everybody else, i always do that, always and almost...
They say, relationship needs rain, in order to be nouriished, it has its ups and downs, its extreme joy and pain too plus more of heartaches, and everyday emotional burden,,,as for me.
I find it too disgusting and frustrating everytime i feel that i had the emptiness in my heart thu im in a relationship as of this time, i always had the reason to feel unloved by this person, and i cant find no reason, as to why this constant feeling of mine, always disturbed me little by little.
I always believe and i want to believe that this time it would be better if not the best, i always want to give him my most precious time, showered him with love, gime my unconditional love, care and trust..BUT its always not enough, its always not appreciated.at the end of the day i always have the thought to cut the rope. i mean i dream for this, i always pray for this,and now i have this man, why do i feel not complete? why do i have the feeling always of comparing him to my ex, why do i long for somebody else arms...is this the price i have to pay for giving my all?
when i always want for just somebody else, i felt he is somebody else man, when i want to believe hes mine, i felt he is owned by another arms.
Im confused and emotionally bothered, i knew and im not naive, that his love is not for me..
but still hesistant to accept the fact, still hesitant to ask him,,coz maybe at the end of the day i would hear again the most painful answer, and i guess im just afraid that again i might realized that the fairy tale is over...love hurts..really,and i does always for me..

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

im on hiatus


im currently on hiatus..because of the death
of my lola, interment will be on thursday.
she past away last thursday night.
pls pray for her eternal
repouse.

Monday, June 23, 2008

maritime incidents:mv princess of the stars

Another tragic maritime incidents occured in the midst of the typhoon frank, last friday in its route cebu to manila, of its 800 passengers, as of now only 4 was been considered survivor.
As of this time, the maritime industry is indergoing its search and rescue operation to the passengers of the said passenger ship.
Family's of the passengers are with close contact with the rescue team, with the hope of getting the bodies of their loved ones,no official statements has been issued by the management of sulpicio lines as of this times for the updates of the said tragedy.
Lets include in our prayers for the eternal repouse of the victims of mv princess stars.

miss him...


i love to see this pics whenever i missed my love. I missed his caress, his care, his kiss and the way he smell..hehehe..truely if you really love someone else, you surely knew everything in him. when youre at home, you just want to be with him, and when you're together its as if youre living in a world of paradise..now i want spend moments with the person i love because ive learned from a tragic past..and i dont want to walk with the same path again, with the same mistakes, but if destiny permits, i would be willing to underwent pain again, with him..
..with the hope that someday i would smell him again....

Thursday, June 19, 2008

fairy tales..

The story of cinderella makes me believe that not all couples who are perfectly fit, fits forever, coz if cinderella's slippers perfectly fit, why did it fell?
I was on my early 20's when i felt in love to a man, ive never thought too i will fall, we've started with a simple texts that developed into a relationship, a relationship that was just good at the start, since it was a long distance love affair and i understant that it was really hard for both parties, we were on our way on our 10 months when he decided to give up on me, honestly i do really loved me so much, and i was willing to do everything to make him stay. I even beg him just to give us a chance to prove to each other that we can surpassed our trials, but he was not willing, i remember the times when he would turn off his phone even when i was talking because he would not want to hear my voice anymore, he would post in the net a pics of him and his new gf, which was really terribble, but the worst was, when i ask him to choose between his new gf and me, and he choosed the former. My heart was really painfully dying that time, broken into pieces but i didnt stop there, i said if its ok with him, its ok with me even if im just a second gf, whats important is he would not leave me...that was the worst part..
I remember how the pain losses my identity as a person, how i lose respect and love for myself, finally it made me think that if he would not love me, who else would love me aside from myself?
After six months of being single and the letting go, i am finally whole..free from pains and heartaches. Today he visited the branch, and to my surprise i didnt feel anymore the love i used to have, the unconditional i once reserved for him, maybe, just maybe i have already reserved it to someone special, someone deserving for it.
fairy tales once are so good to my ears, castle's are once my dreams...
happy endings...not anymore..whats important im happy now..
prince charming, yeah ive dreaming for him..i once believe i found him..
eventually he was not..
Now, im living in a world of reality, loving quietly and happy to be in a relationship
with someone i knew would love me, i knew will respect me and hopefully will takes good care
of me for a lifetime..
..and we lived happily ever after...