Crossroad

My time says its ten seventeen in the evening, probably ill be home soon, but my heart and my mind wanted to stay here. Cant figure out the reason, all i knew is that i missed the one person whom i considered so dear to me. Its really been so while since we last talked and you know talk about anything and everything we just think, i havent ask him how hes doin? or if his day turns bad? i havent told him that i love him and that even if we are on the opposite poles, loves knows no boundaries. That though im not here everyday, but i am always thinkin of you, far from what you thought.Im sorry if im making things hard for us babe, but i want you to trust me and trust each other that wherever fate leads us, our love will keep us together.Ilove u so much.

A Big Thanks

Im actually waiting for my babe to come online but i guess im late now..hehhe, he may be asleep already so with nothing to do in mind, i decided to check my blog and bravo, i have had few friends who added in my followers list, thank guys and of course i wanna mention the one person who commented on my latest post, i was really touched by his message. Thank u so much...i guess i need to go now.bye for now..

Back on my Feet

With a lot of things that troubling in my mind now, i have lots of what ifs? lots of regrets and lots of futursitic thoughts somehow. But though how hard my mountain is right now, though im trying hard to climb every step to reach the peak of it i knew its still with God's best time that will tell as to where i am now. However i am still very positive with everything that is happening, thanks to the spirit and the strength that i always drew from HIM. My faith let me survives on all this. Nevertheless i knew after all the storms that have came, one person really stood by me. I wont deny it, he was very instrumental in inspiring me to ease my mind. I love you so much that i knew deep in my heart i really dont want you to go, i want you to become part of my dreams but im afraid ill wake up that those are just dreams and will be just dreams. I wanted to hold your hand and hold you so tight so that it will take us to forever but im afraid to fall in love again, im afraid to really find myself in love again and be hurt. I knew its so hard for me to trust again, to trust your love but though its very hard for me to live a day without hearing your voice, its much harder to love you and lost you at the end. Thanks for the wonderful memries that you have brought into my life, i may not have see you personally but i have loved you, loved everything in you for who you are and not for what you are. Thank you for the love that i havent felt even to the person i have given my all. THank you for bringing back my confidence that once in my life ive known someone who had loved me unconditionally, thank you for bringing my dreams into reality.

I love You

Love is like magic

And it always will be

.For love still remains

Life's sweet mystery!!

Love works in ways

That are wondrous and strange

And there's nothing in life

That love cannot change!!

Love can transform

The most commonplace

Into beauty and splendor

And sweetness and grace.

Love is unselfish,

Understanding and kind,

For it sees with its heart

And not with its mind!!

Love is the answer

That everyone seeks...

Love is the language,

That every heart speaks.

Love can't be bought,

It is priceless and free,

Love, like pure magic,

Is life's sweet mystery!!

Troubling THoughts

1. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?-yeah i always do
2. If you could have a dream come true, what would it be?-to find the right man who could love me for who i am.
3. Do you believe in eternity love?-yeah, for as long as you have the right man.
4. What feeling do you love most?-being loved
5. What feeling do you hate the most?-when you felt stupid over someone whos not worth of.
6. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?-yeah, i have some great friends.
7. Do you believe in God?-yeah, very much
8. Who cares for you most?-my parents, my family and ....
9. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?-i guess to be able to love someone and be loved too with no conditions.
10. What emotion do you like to show?-love, to my significant others.
11. If you have something troubling you, what do you do?-just stay in bed and think.
12. Who do you admire most?-my father, he is a great provider.
13. Who did you last chat with in a chat room?-hmmm, i dont have chatmates.
14. What kind of person do you think the one we stole this meme from is?-hmmmmm
15. What color did you use to dye your hair?-i dont do it
16. Why are you doing this meme?-because i have nothing to do here
17. What do you do when you're moody?-i just want to eat ice cream.
18. At which age do you wish to or did you, get married?-at 25 if God permits.
19. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do? i will go to the cafe, write on my blog and thank all the people who became instrumental in my life.
20. Who is the person you trust the most?as of now, my sister,and the man i love
21. Last time you smiled?yesterday, when he called up
22. What are you listening to right now?music - save the best for last
23. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?me, forgot what im doing..hehehe
24. Are you talking to someone while doing this?nah...fedility matters
25. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?hmmm
26. Is there a quote you live by?yeah..."dont use your eyes to cry for the person who fooled you, instead use it to search for the right one"
27. Do you want someone you cannot have?yeah i did,
28. Who always makes you laugh?my sister
29. What was the worst idea you've had this week? to watch movie until morning, isnt it stupid?hehehe and ive texted my friend to come over to the house, mind u it was 1:45 am..hehehhe
30. Do you speak another language other than English? my native language

YOU

I cant get you out of my mind boy, what did u do?Words are not enough to explain, it may just happen so fast but that is excatly what is happening to me now. I think im in love, so in love with you.

LOve....LOve and LOve

THis is for those who are in love and who are also loved. This is to those who had been broken but finally found their right man. THis is for those who have felt betrayed but decided to move on. THis is for those who hoped for a happy ending but was given false hope by the man they once love, and finally this is for me and for u, who once felt the pain but finally found the man who can get that little pieces together. I dont know how to start this, but i want you all to feel how happy i am at this very moment. I dont know how it started but it doesnt matter, what's important is, i feel its right. I just wanna let you know that i really really want him now and forever perhaps. I love u babe.

Just a THought

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"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didnt do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore.Dream.Discover"

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-Mark Twain

My man

I used to call him my babe, my honey, my baby, my sweety but above all he is my bestfriend, my confidante, my sweetheart just my man. He may not always be here physically but always and almost he is here, always here for me. When i decided to take a break in my career, he was the one i first consulted. I can feel how he was worried when i felt the world was stumbling down on me.When i parted ways with my former bf, ive thought it was the end of a beautiful story but He proved it wrong, he proved it once again that really distance cannot hinders a story inspired by time and trust. I have lots of things to be grateful with, but im not rushing things, this time i want HIM to make the lead. True enough, i am slowly falling in love with him...just found out recenlty.goodluck to me.

May Bukas Pa

Let me just take this chance to commend this higly rated primetime series of ABS - CBN for a job well done, you know im really not a television fanatic nor you can see me watching local drama series, its not that i dont like their genre, its just that i usually dont have time to watch them. Luckily as im in a vacation, i was given this chance to watch their after-dinner offering for both networks,on my first time to watch "may bukas pa", i really felt somethin else, its not the usual offering and rags to riches love story or an anime like what the usual trend is.

May Bukas Pa is about a boy named Santino who has the ability to see Jesus and be able to talk to HIM, he has the ability to heal and do some miracles, the story is set on a fictional inspired town named Bagong Pag-Asa. What i just like about this teleserye, is that it has lots of big surprises and not boring, it inspired viewers and really gave us refelections not only about the battle between good and evil but more importantly about our faith. Whether we believe in the same God or with different God's, it taught us that really in this world, there is still powerful person behind this and He is none other than, our bestfriend, our brother, our clasmate, our neighbor, and as to whoever you like him to address, He is our BRO.

Last night their episode was about Santino's doubt on Bro, he was actually questioning HIm as to why he is always put in messeries,he decided to leave his place with nowhere to go, he was able to meet diffrent people who gave him the same insights about HIM, at the end of the day, the lesson was that, theres no such thing as coincidence in thsi world, coz everything has reasons and all that is happening in our respective life are all meant to be. They are designed to happen for reasons we may not know, even those criminals and those less fortunate, yeah they are there for purpuses we may not either know or understand. But im sure, HE does. So to those who are really down at this ver moment or maybe we questioned sometimes why we are like this, just always put in mind that it is there coz it is meant to be there. Lets always be inspired to embrace life with imperfections, let always be positive in any trials and shortcomings. Coz believe it or not, we always have a confidant along the way, BRO.