How Could....

...a person sacrifices his own happiness in the name of love like accepting all the insults, violence, heart-breaking circumstances and even accepting a scenario where love triangle is involved. I used to be an avid reader of a local novel. In fact i was hooked with this hobby for many years. Thinking that there is indeed a man made for you and that at the perfect time, he will come and beg for your love. U used to have this kind of mentality way before i met my first boyfriend. But reality has messed up my imagination and in just a splash its like a sand castles blown by the waves. Suddenly my dreams and fairy taled inspired concept of love has change and later on has vanished. My concept of love then was like a disney inspired story, i was the princess and the prince is the man i will met who will love me for me. But my story has not ended the way i want it to be. In fact, when i finally broke up with my first boyfriend, it was i think the saddest part of my life. I remember using the three rolls of tissue paper and throwing all the stuff he gave to me - because i knew deep withing myself tha i have indeed love him unconditionally. With all those things that i experienced ive thought that im far better and matured. I hurriedly jumped into a relationship with a man i just came to know in just a few months. Ive thought that getting to know him while we were in a relayionship stage will just help a lot in our coupledom but i was so wrong because the more that i get to know him, the more that i regret being attached to him. He was the kind who wanted to hook all the girls in the world, dating left and right became his hobby. As a faithful girlfriend i never complained thinking that he will just changed later on. But change as they say will not be possible if the person himself is not willing to do so, in short he doesnt respect me and he has a different concept of love. Way then, i knew i how heart breaks are devastating. I knew how mending a broken heart is difficult than mending a wounded knees. But i realized that really love can change the entirety of you, you became tame even if you acted like a lion and worst you become stupid at its worst from. But what is indeed painful is loving someone though you knew he is already commited with someone else. That no matter how you try to cut the rope that attached your feelings to him, you simply cant - because you have already loved him deeply. There maybe different situations, scenarios and cases of love. But at the end of the day, you really cant questions the break ups or regret cause it happens for a reason. We may never understand what it tries to convey to us today but im sure it is clearly shown at the future.