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emo..

im really not the type of person who bring along my stories, my frustrations to the open, but just to relieve this burden, i wanna just share my disappointments and my tears as well.

honestly, i felt broken..i felt empty...still dont know what to write this time,all i knew..i wanted to ease the pain..i just want to cry and cry and cry...and just sleep. hoping tomorrow, it would be a different day..

i dont dream for a perfect relationship nor look for someone so ideal,.a man who could just makes me laugh will do,.

i knew that relationship has its ups and downs, but i dont believe that it would bring all along the grief and pain..coz if he really loves me, he would look for ways not to hurt me either,,but every passing day, i always feel unloved, i feel being used, i felt that i am always alone, like i was before...whats the use of settling with the relationship?

It all started when i asked the typical question of "do u love me?" hopin he would reply with the most flattering words...as the case maybe,,,but to my dismay,,he left me hangin,,and choose not to answer at all..i know i didnt have the right to question him, coz nobody could force us to say things, if he really doesnt feel it, he was just being honest..

and i was just a dreamer...

its also my fault,,,i fall in love,,i should take the pain, the consequence...

accept the fact that he doesnt love me, he will not love me...
i dont know,,,it still hurts...

enough,,,

Love lesson for the day

i always feel disappointed and frustrated in my relationship

i always ask "why?', i always wonder whay the feelings bothers me whenever

im with him, i want to believe that thi will just pass, and that

its just part of the adjustments, but id didnt..

My friends always reminds me to a fact that

a relationship should always brings something good for you.

it will give you joy, somehow, pain in some few times.

frustrations, perhaps and some sort of inspiration..

I always look for that things, in him, in us..

but neither do i felt some strange things..

neither do i feel inspired

neither do i feel loved...

The barrometer should be,,

When sticking with someone else

the determining factor should be LOVE

coz everything will come along...

as i always search for that feeling, for him..

i always end up with one realization..

that you can never teach your heart, nor can you force

to be in love with somebody else...]

it always feels good to fall

and i always look forward to that very day

that i will confidently say to all

"that at last ive found the one"

What color best describes love?

What color best decribes love?....

...for all we knew, red best describes it, during valenstines, red dominates the
season of love, it best expersses coursthip and love if roses are red..
ballons, candies and stuif toys are saleble duing valentines..
have we every wonder why?

actually love has no definites colors, nor does cupid prescribed any..
its just actually our common cultures and practices that prescribed what is acceptable
and what is being accepted by the social stigma...

personally, i go with pink,..for love
not because it my personal favorite but
its how i am being expressed as a person..
its actualy a color of feminiity
a color for for ladylike
a color best suited for good listener
for being gentle, caring
and above all
for being sweet...

as it all speaks
thats what's
LOVE
for me

rants and thoughts

"Yes..its really sad to belong to someone else

when the right one comes along"

-----how could you say, youre falling to someone else,

when your with committed to somebody else..

would you say, you just woke up, realizing that

he's not anymore a part of your dream,

or would you just tell him that..

you were not there to cath me

as i fall......

sulpicio updates

This is the picture of mv princess of the stars after the tragedy, as shown in the picture, the rescuing team would have a hard time getting the bodies of the passsengers considering the weight of the ship, plus they also discovered toxic chemicals inside. The search and rescue team decided to ask help form the marine experts as to how they would best rescue the passengers taken too into consideration, protecting the sea and to prevent oil leakage.

Which baby are you?

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SEPTEMBER BABY'S

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Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivatesoneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

How to kill a man?

"The best way to heal a heart that has been broken

is to kill the person who has made it happen..hehehe"

What you think?

emotional burden

i knew for a fact that entering into a relationship is also a package, u dont love him for his positive traits but nonethless you have to accept him even on his worst sides. Patience is needed as what ive heared from everybody else, i always do that, always and almost...

They say, relationship needs rain, in order to be nouriished, it has its ups and downs, its extreme joy and pain too plus more of heartaches, and everyday emotional burden,,,as for me.

I find it too disgusting and frustrating everytime i feel that i had the emptiness in my heart thu im in a relationship as of this time, i always had the reason to feel unloved by this person, and i cant find no reason, as to why this constant feeling of mine, always disturbed me little by little.

I always believe and i want to believe that this time it would be better if not the best, i always want to give him my most precious time, showered him with love, gime my unconditional love, care and trust..BUT its always not enough, its always not appreciated.at the end of the day i always have the thought to cut the rope. i mean i dream for this, i always pray for this,and now i have this man, why do i feel not complete? why do i have the feeling always of comparing him to my ex, why do i long for somebody else arms...is this the price i have to pay for giving my all?

when i always want for just somebody else, i felt he is somebody else man, when i want to believe hes mine, i felt he is owned by another arms.

Im confused and emotionally bothered, i knew and im not naive, that his love is not for me..

but still hesistant to accept the fact, still hesitant to ask him,,coz maybe at the end of the day i would hear again the most painful answer, and i guess im just afraid that again i might realized that the fairy tale is over...love hurts..really,and i does always for me..

im on hiatus

im currently on hiatus..because of the death

of my lola, interment will be on thursday.

she past away last thursday night.

pls pray for her eternal

repouse.