Monday, May 12, 2008

a glance at yesterday

Gone are the days were lollipops and dolls are enough to brightens the day, childhood days full of innocense, days free from pains and heartaches, funny how i was so eager to grow and become a lady and experience the mystery of love, however it was just yesterday that ive realized that wounded knees are easy to heal than broken hearts.
I wouldnt be as strong as i am if not of the tragic days that i went thu in my past relationship, at the same time i wouldnt be this happy if i didnt learn to value myself and if i didnt choose to be happy. moving on isnt about stopping to love your ex, its about loving him quietly, sometimes you need to have separate lives for u to grow, because sometimes both parties finds it hard to grow while in each other's arms, and break up means a time for both of u to grow separately, to give each other the freedom to search for all the best in the world, and once you have the best and still choose your partner above anything else, thats would lie the mystery of true love, because its accepting her/ him unconditionally, even if she's the ugliest person in the world.hehehe.
Taken a glance at yesterday doesnt mean i havent learn to move on from my past, rather it shows that i have completely closed all the chapters of that book and i just take some scan of it now because there is no more pain left, im brave enough to read it, to share the lessons before ill keep it for good.

1 comments:

Nicole said...

beautifully said. I couldn't agree more.