If Jose Rizal was tagged as our hero because of his selfless act towards his country i can say that nowadays the modern hero are called SINGLE MOMS, i mean these women has a commendable bravery for making both ends meet everyday, a struggle for life and for her children that no one else in this world had appreciated. From the very day she carry the child on her womd, the pain, the mood swings plus the fact that the father of the child whom should be there and provide for all basic necessities had after all left her but then she still managed to survive the pain and the emotional dillemma thats called SACRIFICE. After the nine months laborious struggle and then there came the day she gave birth to the child without no one beside her because the man is just at the other parts of the world enjoying his life while she is at the midst of agony thats what we called SELFLESS ACT. And from that very day the child see the beauty of the world, is the start of the unending sacrifice of the mother, doing everything to provide the child food, shelter, clothing, and dream for a good future while the father is still enjoying his life that is UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. and now let me remind you women and woman like me, that we are especial and will be always especial coz we are bounded with inner character that none can supercedes for the sake of the children and for our children to come. So if those men leaved us, accept your fate and do your best to make a life worth livin for, for the kid. I knew how hard is it and i knew life will turn to be so miserable but just put in mind that you are the living hero of your kids. To those men, who choose to be free than to accept the responsiblity, - its so shameful and i pity you for being a coward and i pity you coz you just had a chance to experience the magic of life and u justchoose the easiest way of life.There may be a lot of chance for you to prove your woth in this world, there may be a lot of chance to prove to all people how good you are, how powerful you are, you can have all the chance in the world to prove to all that you excel and youre an achiever but there is only one person to prove to - as to how you are as a person - its your child. and you missed a half of your life.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Exhausted
I am really exhausted now, i dont know where to start working as i need to finish a lot of task online, im done clicking for my daily ads, now i need to work on some unfinished business given by a client through odesk. But ive nothing to complaint about instead im grateful that God poured these blessings, i mean what can i ask for. I just hope my mind will not get dried and i need to really use by not so native language in working with these stuff.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Tiring Day
This is such a tiring day for me, we visited a friend in Mactan and it was really so far, cant belive the travel will kill me to death, anyway it was fun, we went to the shrine and eat sea foods. they're very delicious and fresh, love it. What else? i met a friend today and we had a great conversation, im glad some of my former collegues are here too.I guess ill rest not, so tired.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
PLastic Surgery
When i was still younger i used to envy my friends who were really that pretty and who used to be the apple of the class. I used to be frustrated with all my imperfection, i even at that time hated myself for being tall, for having a curly hair and a lot of stuff which i find imperfect in my body. At that time, robonding our hair was very expensive and only celebrities can afford to that unlike now that even the most ordinary woman can even have her hair straightened, anyway with the advent of the new technology we can observed lots of people who were transformed from once an ugly duckling to a beautiful lady who can even be hailed as a celebrity at a closer look. Which means that beautifying oneself is just very much in demand now, its not about looking good in the eyes of many but more of boosting your self confidence. Personally, i have nothing against plastic surgery plano cause if a person really needs it to boosts her self esteem then why not underwent such procedure, only that there should always be a limitation, i mean you yourself should know up to what extent you wanted to be touch by technology. Coz if money is not an object, i guess i would be the first one to undergo such procedure, as to what part is that, its for me to know and for you to find out after the procedure.Its always great to look good cause it gives you a different feelings but its not about being beautiful that this surgery gave to us rather its about having the confidence to face people.
Hows Your Day?
This is the normal post i almost read everyday but still want to post this coz ive nothing to talk about, i am feeling great today because of a lots of things. nevertheless how can i missed my blogger friends here, who became my family too, anyway. i guess i missed blog hopping for few days coz i am busy with a lot of things from offline errands and other online tasks i need to finish, well lets just say im saving a lot....hehehhe. but thankful for all the blessings that came my way.Well, thats all for now, have a great day, guys!
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Meeting the Right Man
When can u say that you have meet the person youve been longing for? Is it when u finally feel strange feelings towards the person or Is it when u have seen in his eyes your dreams reflections? Meaning you have ultimately wished him to be in your future? well its something so sweet to talk about from the sweet author itself, but i still want to talk about it. All of us look forward to a day wherein we can say that this is the day we're looking forward to, i am also wishing and dreaming for that day, for that day to happen, it should be the day where i can find the man of my dreams, no second thought of wishing him to be the father of my children, being happy just merely by talking to him, caressing his back whenever he is so tired after a stressful day, cokking for him though youre not that expert at all but you still want to try because you want to cook his favorite food, well maybe its so exaggerated, is it? but those things can possibly happen or maybe not happen but having the man you love will simply give syou the energy to do the extreme to the simpliest things in life. BUt for now, as i told him, i just want to eat ice cream with you, he asked me why, well i cannot think of the very good reason to him, he said then "One ice cream each?, I said yes but then he said " It maybe great if we can have one ice cream", i was curious and os i asked him,why only one? he said " Maybe one cone signifies us being one." thats the sweetest thing i ever heard even sweeter thatn the happily ever after, disney has once said.
Birthday Blash
Today i attended a birthday celebration on of the boarders on the compund, it was a great ceebration attended by people from different rooms. All the while i just had the thought that indeed being independent means being responsible all the time coz unlike if youre living with your parents, i need not to cook, i need not to do the laudry, i need not to worry the bills coz everything is provided. My parents does that for me since i was just a fetus in my mothers womb, nonetheless i need not to complain coz i have the edge from the rest, it has taught me a lot of things, lessons and tests hard earned in this struggle of journey called life.
Friday, July 16, 2010
Rekindle the Old Flame
My friend once told me to follow my heart, i did that every time the situation needs it but i realized not all the time you need to follow your heart, and sometimes u need to control your heart and follow whats right coz you can never be wrong. Yes.,it will be very painful but its the only choice you can have an dother options are still not worth it at that time, options like rekindling the old flame and being martyr? ohh forget it! Heroes are for old times sake, heroes todays dont exist or if they do theyre very rare. I dont wish to have my own statue at all. Anyway, keeping your feelings from pouring or just being naive at all is the most and difficult thing to do so far, being so rude to the one person u know - u just wnat to love anc care and hating him and learning to hate him is the last skill you know but u have to do it - for yourself. Sometimes its not also bad to be selfish at all, sometimes its still good to think of yourself above all else, coz if you allow yourself to be bellittled by anyone for sure even otheres wont respect you. I hate it when people do stupid things in the name of love, i once do it and i once hate myself for being so stupid but do i have a choice, of course i do, and my choice is to become stupid.
In the midst of the night, i came to think of the previous and the present emotional breakdown i once had, i cant still help when tears slowly felt down but get dries immedietly, maybe becaus eof some instance that i lost my self in teh process of loving someone intensely to the point that i forgot to love myself first. Those times were i allowed myself to be treated as someone being shouted, being insulted, being hated and battred emotionally though sometimes some sort of physically. I wonder why i allowed it? i wonder why i allowed some people to do that to me and do nothing at all, does it mean that i deserve that? at that i guess i just thought i am, because maybe i did something that made him do that. But now, when i came to think of it, i sad " I dont deserve it" i dont deserve to be treated by anyone as worst as an animal cause im not, i\and i know i deserved the loved and cared by a man.
If i were to choose if i still want him now back, of course i wanted to, i want him back in my arms, i want to love him, show him my care and caress but after sometime trying to figure out what i went through in his arms, i began to think twice, i began to think thrice and a couple of times if i wanted him back again, cause now, i dont want to compromise myself to the idea of falling in love. Cause if its love at all, why do i alwats fall? and he did not catch me at all, always and almost.
Get Paid to do Tasks
As i mentioned in my previous posts i am hooked into different money making sites, there are those PTC, some are pay per posts and lastly i am now into paid to do tasks and honestly i like it more than the rest cause aside from their tasks are easy to do, youll be paid once you reache dtheir minimum pay out instantly.Actually i am referring to getpaidtodotasks.com , this site provides many types of promotions and tons of ways to earn money online,As of this time they are looking for members from US/UK/CA/AU and one great thing is that will pay you in the most convenient way which is paypal. Youll be credited once you refer member which is $0.01 and their minimum pay-out is just $1.00. Isnt it amazing?
What interest me more is that youll be paid just by being active and referring your friends and relatives to sign up here, its really a great bonus? So what are u looking for? get paid to do tasks and have fun while earning more bucks here.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
I am Mild
You Are Mild |
![]() You get as many thrills as wild people do, however your thrills tend to be more of the laid back variety. You believe that the deeper you get into something, the more you enjoy it. And you need calm to do that. You are one of the least superficial people around. You have intense and passionate interests. You don't get bored easily. How could you? There is so much to learn about and think about! |



