i understand your point, and perhaps we just misunderstood things, this recent days, i was waiting for you to come online, and perhaps have a short talk, but unluckily i cant catch you online,,i missed your chat really, your voice and your sweet words..
I missed you even more... and all the time, I am missing you, although you are always inside my heart... But without you around, my heart was dull and depressed, and I was very sad and all the time lonely...
I was wondering why you did not send any messages, why you did not ask about mom, about me, about our plans... I was in a real delima cos not hearing anything from you...
Thu im longing you badly, i dont have the right at all to force you to love me in return coz i know you have your reasons, i really just missed you,,really and so badly...
I do not like you say that... cos you know how much I love you, and how much I value your love... Although we have our ups and downs, but we always go back to each other and talk it over, cos we care for each other... Remember the last time we had a similar situation and I could not get sleep at night, cos I was thinking about you all time... But we soon talked it over and we put things straight again... but this time it took soooo loooooong... I was soooo upset about this, again could not get good sleep at night, anytime I thought you already have another man in your life, and that you are dumping our love to him.
how i wish i could turn back hands time, those time wherein i was in your heart and those moments that i feel was always special..
You know very well, you are never out of my heart... YOU are always there, and I never thought to dump our love for the world, what hurt me was the other side, thinking you would dump our love for another man...
Thanks for the memories, i would always cherish,,,leavin a love that ive outgrown is really heartbreakin, coz after all these years, you remain the constant thing that stays with me despite all the people that leave me, despite all my trials and test..
Did you know that you are the only filipina who got my heart... I think I told you that already... I think that is the reason I get sick, depressed and sad when we do not contact for a while... I am also sure you appreciate our relationship that is gone over a long time already... Although we are thousands of miles apart, and never met in person, our hearts are always together, and they meet in ups and downs, in sadness and happinesss, and we always share each other feelings, and feel our passion, care and love for each other...
If you just knew what happened with me, my grandmom, whom i used to tell you recently that was confined in the hospital, died a few weeks ago,. thats why i was on leave for quite a few weeks, my yahoo messenger is just open at the office, for their access at the head office, i forgot to tell you, thats why whatever you saw there, might be so misleading..
I feel very sad about what happened to your grandma, and wish I was there to give my condolences and give you personal comfort... However, we must understand that this is God's well, and we must have faith in Him, and accept whatever He does... cos that is always the best for us... Cos He knows everything good for us...
I dont know if youll believe in me, but all i just want you to know is that, you would always be my man, and youll always be..
Thank you for all the time we've spent and laugh...that's one memory that I would cherish always...
I believe there are facts in this life which we always believe, cos they are FACTS.. and death is one of them.. Every one is going to die one day... Except God Almighty, the creator of life and death...
What gives me hope, is that you are still there for me.. and I am still here for you... Your love, warmth and passion are there...
I understand there was a bad typhoon this June in Phil when our meeting was planned.. so, may be it is better we meet some other time... I hope sooooooooooooooon....
Just be sure... certain.. positive.. that I love you.. love you... lover you... and that you are my only... and only... and only love... It is only my wish that we both take care of this love, and make sure we work together, to make it more and more stronger, sweet and romantic...
Cat-Lover...