Pity me

Last night, i was on deep thought because i am having really a financial problem considering that i lost all my savings when i was hospitalized,it came to a point that when i went back to work, i dont have even a single cent plus my medication is really too expensive. It really made me feel so bad because thu i wanted to make things fine, i couldnt because i dont even had enough money to sustain my medication plus i will have my check - up tomorrow and i still dont know if i would be able to visit my doctor...poor me.. Sometimes in desperation, i end up crying because i really didnt foresee things like this..in financial burden..BUT i believe that things are not constant, everything subject to change, hopefully as i wake one morning, all this stuff are over. how i wish its very soon.