Its Just "US" Again

Yay, it seems that im hitting the childish border. We just chat awhile ago with my partner and all of a sudden he told me that he will leave soon. Guess what i did? i just leave him some intriguing message and logged out. What a mess. Of course i want his full attention but i guess im in the wrong place and wrong time. I knew it, its sort of some monthly visitor. Poor honey, he called afterwards and is worried that i am mad. I did but its because im missing him so much. Will i get mad if i dont love him? Will i crave for his attention if he doesnt matter? Sorry honey, ill talk to you later when the not so good thoughts and this childsih nerve vanished. You know that i love you and it will never change.