ive received an email today from a friend about the menstrual cycle...hope you can read this and share with some of your friends...
"They found a blood clot in her neck, and immediately took her byhelicopter to the ER to operate. by the time they removed the right half of herskull to relieve the pressure on her brain, the clot had spread to her braincausing severe damage.Since last Wednesday night, she was battling.. they induced herinto a coma to stop the blood flow, They operated 3 times.. Finally, they said therewas nothing left that they could do.. they found multiple clots in the leftside of her brain.. the swelling wouldn't stop, and she was on life support..
She died at 4:30 yesterday. She leaves behind a husband, and a 2yrold Brandon and a 4yr old Justin.. The CAUSE of DEATH - they found was abirth control she was taking that allows you to only have your period 3 timesa year...
They said it interrupts life's menstrual cycle, and although it is FDAapproved... shouldn't be - So to the women in my address book - I askyou to boycott this product & deal with your period
once a month - so you can live the rest of the months that yourlife has in store for you.
*Please send this to every woman you know - you may save someone's
life... Remember, you have a CYCLE for a reason!
FYI
The name of this new birth control pill is Lybrel. If you go toLybrel.com
http://lybrel. com/ , you will find at least 26 pages of informationregarding this drug.
The second birth control pill is, Seasonique. If you go to thewebsite of, Seasonique.com http://seasonique. com/ , you will find 43 pages of informationregarding this drug.
The warnings and side effects regarding both pills are horrible.Please, please forward this information to as many daughters AND sons,co-workers, friends and relatives. Several lives have already been changed
pefully you can share this to your friends....
Monday, January 21, 2008
a new dawn
it was quite amazing how our paths cross with my baby, i mean i was just wondering how i found him,,just quite thinking, coz now now that im starting to get to know him i find myself so lucky. before that we were just on the first stage of our relationship i never appreciate his effort and everything that he does for me.but lately, i am really so overwhelmed by his attention, i really apprecaite his effort adn his love for my family and for our realationship.
most of the time he would talk about his plans for me, he would talk about us being together which made me fall in love with him...
finally last night, a strange feeling was in my heart, i guess its the fear of lossing him coz honestly i dont now how i would start again my life without him.
most of the time he would talk about his plans for me, he would talk about us being together which made me fall in love with him...
finally last night, a strange feeling was in my heart, i guess its the fear of lossing him coz honestly i dont now how i would start again my life without him.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
i need u
life is so ironic, sometimes you have to be hurt in order to be whole again,,you have to find your half to make you whole,,,partly i can say that once, i have found him,but hes gone. i dont want to find him again, i want him to find me,,,shit,,i really hate it everytime i remember him, the emptiness, the memories just makes me sad..just like now, it just ruin my day whenever i see him...or should i say i hate to pretend that im ok, when im not...life is full of pretensions,,and im sick of it...im tired of it.
one day, i want to see myself,,,happy,,with whoever i am with,contented with his love and happy with in his arms..do i have to force myself to love him? its just so sad that sometimes you have to be unfair just to see his worth.but as what ive said,,sometimes you love those who doesnt love you and you take forgranted those who does......but the end of the day youll realize youve lost a diamond coz you were busy collecting stones..
one day, i want to see myself,,,happy,,with whoever i am with,contented with his love and happy with in his arms..do i have to force myself to love him? its just so sad that sometimes you have to be unfair just to see his worth.but as what ive said,,sometimes you love those who doesnt love you and you take forgranted those who does......but the end of the day youll realize youve lost a diamond coz you were busy collecting stones..
miss u
im presently in a relationship right now, however its a long distance love affair, but nevertheless i dont have problem with the set-up and i feel loved and cared by my partner, thats the most important thing.
i was not really doing well last night, since i had a flu, i really feel bad about it because before when my bf was here, he would do the laundry for me and give me medicine and food if ever he would arrive early, but last night it was really different coz he was not at my side..i remember there was a time when my head was really aching and i couldnt go out to buy food, then suddenly i was awaked by a knocked on our room, to my surprised, i saw him with fruits, foods and med,,,hehehe,,hes really so thoughtful. that's what i missed him.
hes taking right now hes last exam for captain, thats why hes so busy,and after which hes planning to apply for international route.thu were talking about it already, im still very hesistant with the set-up, of course i want my man to be with me always but if its God's will, then ill trust his plan.
hes planning to come right after their exam, and if hopefully he can make it, anyway time flies so fast,,,without noticing we would be together again.....mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Monday, January 14, 2008
heartaches
From one kind deed to another, from one argument to the other, i always have the reason to stay and keep on believing but now after the last few drops of tears have dried, i have finally found my place out of his life.
After a tug of war of letting go or holding on, i have finally decided to cut the rope and set him free..Thu it means a pain in my heart knowing that he would be happier with somebody else arms, its still nice to see him happy thu it means im not part of it.
I can still remember the times, when i couldnt think but him in my everyday life, he was my inspiration, he was my saviour, he was my bestfriend, he was everything to me.Honestly i dont know how life was, without him.i would like to believe that he had loved me but my senses refused to coz if he does why would he allow such pain to come into my life.True, i was not expecting or the best word to say, i was overconfident..i was really blind that he would do this, but it already happened. I could still remember the times when it was better at bed and spend the day reminiscing the memories..going all over again your special moments, those wonderful times together...I had lots of regrets...i had lots of "if only..."
But now,i try to look forward and learn from my mistakes, thu i still love him, i want to think that God saves the best for me.I would like to think that someday when all the pains vanished, i would be able to smile and finally look for a new dawn, a dawn of love that will forever be mine
just droppin by..
hi,im back..hehehhe.well i have lots of things to share since ive missed writing again,,well i go home last weekened,i spend the entire days with my family.I missed them so much especially my nephews..i just slept the whole day and played with them,,just trying to enjoy the company of them.I also had dinner with my bestfriend,Dave last saturday.Well it was pretty well.we enjoy talking a lot of nonsenses things.hehhe.oh by the way,my lola is still not well the entire family prayed for her immediete recovery,,hope you do too.pls...
Friday, January 11, 2008
quite boring
im quite bored now,,,but i have lots of things to share,,first i went to the hospital to accompany my office mate to have his wound clean.it was really a breathtaking experience coz i really hate to see blood.hehhe,but im so thankful, it went fine.
second, ive met a cute guy today...as if if,,it was surprising,right?hehehe,but hes quite yummy and it seems he smells good...hahahha.
ill let you know tomorrow..what happened
fyi: he has a car (hahahha)
i even took a picture of his car,here it is
what a day
just a thought..
ive met this guy thru a commmon friend, and since then we were already texting almost everyday,checking each other lives,,he would oftentimes text me and check my whereabouts no matter how busy he is, knowing the nature of his work,,its really quite amazing how he finds time to know if i already eat or to check if im at home already.Almost every night, we cant hardly sleep early because we find ourselves texting even its almost 1 in the morning, but the following day he would call me to wake me up because he knew that i would be late if he would not do the effort..hehehe
And for almost a month of getting to know him, i find it surprising how in this world ive met him.He's one of a kind,,he wanted to stay in the house, just to read and spends time with his family unlike other guys who finds it really nice at bars and disco house.
Of course, im open to the possibility of him having a special woman, nevertheless it wouldnt change the fact that once in my life, he awakens me from a midnight blues..wherever our paths leads us.he would still be a fullfiilment of my ideal man.
And for almost a month of getting to know him, i find it surprising how in this world ive met him.He's one of a kind,,he wanted to stay in the house, just to read and spends time with his family unlike other guys who finds it really nice at bars and disco house.
Of course, im open to the possibility of him having a special woman, nevertheless it wouldnt change the fact that once in my life, he awakens me from a midnight blues..wherever our paths leads us.he would still be a fullfiilment of my ideal man.
so sad
thu it sounds like the sun shines early today, but my day seems not that good, i received a text from my brother that my lola is in the hospital, i feel really sad coz i didnt go home for almost 2 weeks and since i was so busy at work, i forgot even to ask my lola how she was...i knew that because of her age, she can feel a lot of complications on her body but with God's help, i am really praying that she will be well.
Last night, we were texting with my friend Dave, my bestfriend since my college days, he is inviting me for a dinner this saturday..and im so excited of that,,because i already missed his company..David is really a good freind,hes close to the family and he doesnt miss especial occasions with us.My birthday, new year and even just family gatherings.Our bondings made our friendship strong.And honestly, hes one of the few special men in my life whom i treasured the most. Thru thick and thin hes with me..and im really so thankful of that.
Last night, we were texting with my friend Dave, my bestfriend since my college days, he is inviting me for a dinner this saturday..and im so excited of that,,because i already missed his company..David is really a good freind,hes close to the family and he doesnt miss especial occasions with us.My birthday, new year and even just family gatherings.Our bondings made our friendship strong.And honestly, hes one of the few special men in my life whom i treasured the most. Thru thick and thin hes with me..and im really so thankful of that.

