life is so ironic, sometimes you have to be hurt in order to be whole again,,you have to find your half to make you whole,,,partly i can say that once, i have found him,but hes gone. i dont want to find him again, i want him to find me,,,shit,,i really hate it everytime i remember him, the emptiness, the memories just makes me sad..just like now, it just ruin my day whenever i see him...or should i say i hate to pretend that im ok, when im not...life is full of pretensions,,and im sick of it...im tired of it.
one day, i want to see myself,,,happy,,with whoever i am with,contented with his love and happy with in his arms..do i have to force myself to love him? its just so sad that sometimes you have to be unfair just to see his worth.but as what ive said,,sometimes you love those who doesnt love you and you take forgranted those who does......but the end of the day youll realize youve lost a diamond coz you were busy collecting stones..
one day, i want to see myself,,,happy,,with whoever i am with,contented with his love and happy with in his arms..do i have to force myself to love him? its just so sad that sometimes you have to be unfair just to see his worth.but as what ive said,,sometimes you love those who doesnt love you and you take forgranted those who does......but the end of the day youll realize youve lost a diamond coz you were busy collecting stones..
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