My title seems to be controversial as it is because it implies something eles. It can be a physical illness or might be a scar that was once a bleeding and painful soar of emotional pain. I actually never thought that moving on was quite easy until i realized few stuff lately. Maybe its also true that love heals all wounds and probably you are also right when you believe that time does. Whatever it is, moving forward is a struggle and painful journey of a wounded heart. At first, you'll feel crazy knowing that you can stand alone by your own feet because you are used with the world wrapped by his comforting hands, when he leaves you with no words at all, there you realize that your feet is as strong as your heart.
Honestly, im in deep thoughts lately. Ive been thinking all that happened and all the love that i gave to a former lover. I mean knowing how things went well that time, i was quite sure that we will end up as couples but destiny has its own road and fate is indeed stronger than our wishes and dreams. Just as we thought that we had found the right man, there destiny unfolds its own version. Gladly, he tore my heart into pieces because if not my insanity would leave me with bags full of regrets for a lifetime. I am not saying that it was a huge mistake being on him or having a relationship on him, what i am saying is that - when you just leave it all to HIM to guide you to HIS own destination then you'll realize that he has the best drive of your life. Thus, i am not also saying that my hubby is perfect nor he is the best partner in the world. Yes there are times that i feel pissed, there are times that we feel tired but there its the fact that he always fight for me and for the relationship that made him the best man of all times. Never a moment that i heard of painful words given unto me nor there are circumstances that i felt being the other person in his eye, always he makes me feel that only woman in his life.
Honestly, im in deep thoughts lately. Ive been thinking all that happened and all the love that i gave to a former lover. I mean knowing how things went well that time, i was quite sure that we will end up as couples but destiny has its own road and fate is indeed stronger than our wishes and dreams. Just as we thought that we had found the right man, there destiny unfolds its own version. Gladly, he tore my heart into pieces because if not my insanity would leave me with bags full of regrets for a lifetime. I am not saying that it was a huge mistake being on him or having a relationship on him, what i am saying is that - when you just leave it all to HIM to guide you to HIS own destination then you'll realize that he has the best drive of your life. Thus, i am not also saying that my hubby is perfect nor he is the best partner in the world. Yes there are times that i feel pissed, there are times that we feel tired but there its the fact that he always fight for me and for the relationship that made him the best man of all times. Never a moment that i heard of painful words given unto me nor there are circumstances that i felt being the other person in his eye, always he makes me feel that only woman in his life.
I realized that love is also a journey and a battle that we must fight for and win for. Hopefully, ill win the battle this time. I knew im not only fighting for our relationship but i am also trying to win over a man worth of any endeavor. I love you so much Hon.
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