Back on my Feet

With a lot of things that troubling in my mind now, i have lots of what ifs? lots of regrets and lots of futursitic thoughts somehow. But though how hard my mountain is right now, though im trying hard to climb every step to reach the peak of it i knew its still with God's best time that will tell as to where i am now. However i am still very positive with everything that is happening, thanks to the spirit and the strength that i always drew from HIM. My faith let me survives on all this. Nevertheless i knew after all the storms that have came, one person really stood by me. I wont deny it, he was very instrumental in inspiring me to ease my mind. I love you so much that i knew deep in my heart i really dont want you to go, i want you to become part of my dreams but im afraid ill wake up that those are just dreams and will be just dreams. I wanted to hold your hand and hold you so tight so that it will take us to forever but im afraid to fall in love again, im afraid to really find myself in love again and be hurt. I knew its so hard for me to trust again, to trust your love but though its very hard for me to live a day without hearing your voice, its much harder to love you and lost you at the end. Thanks for the wonderful memries that you have brought into my life, i may not have see you personally but i have loved you, loved everything in you for who you are and not for what you are. Thank you for the love that i havent felt even to the person i have given my all. THank you for bringing back my confidence that once in my life ive known someone who had loved me unconditionally, thank you for bringing my dreams into reality.