Im still not pretty good today,i still missed him badly..so bad..I mean can u imagine a time in your life when you really need someone to talk to and just the thought of him makes all your frustrations and disappointments gone. Sometimes its hard to preempt on what is destined for us, no matter how we like the person when its not for us, it will not really happened. I know im crazy trying to convince myself that fairy tales do come true, that somehow someone would love me for me..BUt the thought of making someone believes that he loves you hurts most..BUT id do anything for you, ill give you up if thats what makes you happy.
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
The Art of Letting Go...
For a heart thats been torn, theres much you can do...but to understand. Dont worry i will free you when the time came, its time for me to let you go.Theres no easy way to let go of something that i knew will never happen again, but i will face the world around me knowing that i am strong enough to let you go.Im aware that you only came into my life for a while and that time will come that i have to give you up, then that's the end of it...there goes my life.
You left me at the very moment that i cant give you up.I cry for the memories, i cry for the pain, i cry for the times i thought i had you.I knew youre not mine but holding on to you have become my way to keep me alive.Wish you see the tears that run from my eyes coz it spells the truth about how i really feel inside...dont worry m,y tears wont blame you, those are just the words my heart uses to explain, when even my smiles cant cover up the pain. Its been a while and still i cant get out from your shadow.Till this very moment i am still trying to pick up those pieces...Thank you for the love and the pain, the pain that ill always remember.Even now my heart heart still aches for sadness and secret tears still flow.One day i knew i can say, Im over you.,you are still with me even though youre not on my side.One day ill be able to stand next to you without wanting to hold your hand.Somewhere down my journey, i knew i will fall in love again...i knew...i can.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
The New Payperpost
Wish you have a great day guys? as for me my head is aching when i woke up this morning, i dont know why,hehehhe. I missed bloghopping already, i dont have update with my friends anymore, and before i forgot guys, let me tell you about the new payperpost, its really complicated and mind you it doesnt open for any browser except those that are compatible with the software and the oppurtunities are not anymore shown like before, you have to wait until the advertiser will offer you an oppurtunity. I like the old payperpost really.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Maguindanao Massacre


Too much has been said already both prints and broadcast media, but the bottomline here is the brutal massacre that were done to the victims and yet until not those alleged 100 armed men that killed almost 60 innocent lives were not yet invited for proper due process, how many days already since the crime was been commited but until now those evidences and crime accesories were just mere places on the table, if it were true that the Mayor of that said town was the mastermind of the crime, why didnt the government invited all the private armies and other gunmen that are in full circle of the mayor coz for sure one of them or maybe all of them were all in accesory of the crime. Its just sa SAD that even that backhoe that was used to grave the bodies of the victims which was owned by the provincial government which was exclusively seen by the investigators when they arrived was really set aside as the main evedence that really the provincial government has something to do with it. Its a leading evidence to the mastermind of the terrible and worst crime ever happened here. First they should investigate whoever is in charge with that said backhoe as to who was officer accountable for the release and monitoring of that said thing. Of course that government property cannot be used outside without the permission of the in-charge, very obvious. Secondly for that back hoe to be used to bury 60 innocent lives is really a big thing, the operator, the provincial goverment should be investigated with that matter. As to the update of the case, i knew its really so sensitive to discuss matter with no legal basis, but for a concerned citizen like me, i really condemned the killing and thru this small means i want to shout to my friends and visitors that really the governent should take inititiative with a definite timetable to solve the case the soonest possible time. Coz if until now theyre still on fact finding stage, really our justice system is deteriorating. If political power and influence really matters here, i guess we really cant expect justice to those innocent lives buried like garbages.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Marriage Vows
Youll surely be shocked why i post this stuff, maybe youre wondering if i will be wed soon, or just an idea of marriage may come along on this post. Its entirely no connection or whatsoever. Last night i just happened to read on a magazine an article entitled, Revelations of Happy Couples Finally revealed and its really so much inspiring, i happen to read about the different vows of happy couples, they were personally written by those couples based on their experience and the memories in it. Its so heart warming and inspiring to read those stuff, i mean there was a vow which made me so cry, the vow says " ill be forever grateful that you have chose me to be your wife and the mother of your children" it was indeed so touching, i mean not all women are so priveledged to be wed in the church and not all girls have their partners in life, for him to be able to commit himself with you for the rest of his life is such a wow. My friends often adviced me to pray my relationship always so that God will guide my decisions and of course make him the center of your life. I am not an exemption of those women dreaming to walk down the aisle too. If only finding the right man can be as simple as finding a job then i guess i have found mine but because life is about a battle, about pain, a mystery which you have to work for everyday to finally revealed the answer, then ill surely say that the man ive been waiting for in the aisle is still not yet revealed, though i can see a shadow of him but in time God will finally revealed as to whom ill say the sweetest vow of my life.
Monday, November 23, 2009
Rainy Monday
Its a rainy monday here in our place. I love to stay in bed and sleep the entire day but i need to report to the office and in a few minutes ill be there to finish some reports. Well i did had a great weekend, as usual i njoy it with my family and nephews. I didnt notice that some of our neighbors already put their respective christmas lights, no wonder when i went outside late last night i noticed that our place was well-lighted plus some has thier sounds. But no matter how close the christmas season, my heart is still longing for my honey, i dont know where he is right now, he told me he will just be in china for like 10 days and be back here, but anyway its not yet ten days since he leaves but i missed him terribly already. He said his phone did not work well in china thats why he was not able to text me. But im crossing my finger that he will back the soonest and be with each other arms in a few more days to go. To my honey, though i knew youre a bit in doubt as to why i did not go online the last time we agreed to chat but just want to let you know that i love you so much and nothing has change, like what ive stated in my card, i may not always tells you how much you mean to me but wherever you are ill assure you that you are always in my heart and no one could ever get that.love u
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Real Property Management
My peer are always busy, we dont even have time to chitchat and finds time to update each other lives like we usually did before. One reason of their hectic schedules is their appointments with the real state agent. They're actually trying to get a unit in one of the subdivisions in town. Theyre already complaining that paper requirement are really a headache, theres some assesment, tax requirements and all those stuff but what is worst is they've found out that the owner of the said subdivisions are not that accomodating, they just leave it to them to settle everything. If owner just knew about RPM, im sure they will not have hard time managing their properties and of course they have a great partner in their business solution.
RPM midwest has received "Franchise of the year and Honorable Mention award" and the fastest and growing property management company. Real Property Management help owners rent their places quickly, they collect the rent, inspect the properties 3 times each year and they cover the eviction - if need arisses.
RPM midwest has received "Franchise of the year and Honorable Mention award" and the fastest and growing property management company. Real Property Management help owners rent their places quickly, they collect the rent, inspect the properties 3 times each year and they cover the eviction - if need arisses.
This is the best RPM company ive ever known, might this one work. Ill tell this to my friends on the real state world.
Great Sunday
Sunday is family day, as always. Like usual its a great day for us. I had my manicure and pedicure done right after i do my laundry but too bad rain is kept on pouring o i cant hang the clothes outside but im crosing my finger cross that by tomorrow my clothes will be dry. My family and I had movie marathon all through out the day with popcorn as always, my favorite but my sister i insting on going out on robinson so that we could watch the twilight - the new moon. I tols her it going to be a full house since it has jut been a few days ago the movie was first shown. Anyway, it going to be few days more to go before Christmas and i am already excited about it. Love to see wonderful lights on the street and colorful Christmas trees, i guess because of financial crises only few homes have managed to put Christmas lights outside their home and even the christmas songs, i seldom hear it. But whats more important the spirit of Chritmas is here and its present everywhere.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Time Travel Forum
Whenever i have queries on just anything i cannot fully understand, i mostly tends to park myself with forum, you could see me registering all those forum sites. I always post questions so that members could reach out to me easily and in just a click i could have my answer immedietly. And to help you out on your futher dilemma, i recommend that you visit a time travel forum HDRKID Time Travel Forum, a forum about astral time travel. Im sure youll love to post and join forums with thousand of members. The moderator is very friendly and accomodating and youll surely finds your self enjoying and participating there.HDRKID is a forum on 4th dimension, it has over 25,000 members and still growing everyday. HDRKID is not only your typical travel solution but its your buddy in creating communities. See you there!
