PALM SUNDAY

Today marks the celebration of Palm Sunday, It simply means the start of the holy week. For some, this is the best time to rest or have some vacation, but for many Catholics this is the type to repent and do some works of mercy. Usually especially in areas where cultures are still preserves, we usually do some reenactment of the death and sufferings of our Lord Jesus Christ, and when Holy Thursday came, we usually just stays at home and pray the rosary and at night we do the stations of the cross. If I were to choose whats best to do this Holy week, im proud to say that I still stick with my old ways, coz in here my faith is renewed, and my relationship to my Savior becomes strong

EARTH HOUR

Last night we were one of the lucky households who participated in the Earth Hour, it was actually facilitated by our provider nevertheless i find it so great, i mean contributing to our Mother Earth. Not all has the chance and with the few given those chance, only little will have the will. I mean, with so many things that bothering us now, isnt it just right to give an hour to this great WORLD?

So Many Questions

I remember a friend who was ranting about her son who was very much cute in his age,his mom told me that this little kid keeps on asking her a lot of question, about anything that he sees, Upon hearing her story, i am very much delighted and find the thing so interesting not because i am amazed by her mom's reaction but by this little cute trait of the child. Funny, when we were still young, we are very transparent, we open up everything that concerns us, when we're hurt, we immedietly told our parents how this young boy made fun of us, when we top some exams, we couldnt help but get rushed home and tell our parents how many stars we got from our teachers. But when we reached at the age of our adolescent years, we became hesitant, we feel its not anymore approprieate to tell all, just a little for our parents and now we have grown up, too little to tell and the rest are kept in our hearts - the home of pain, of joy, of disappontments, of heartaches, of love and of things we believe keeping them there is the safest thing to do.

:)

" Its funny how someone has break your heart but still love them with those little pieces"

N-VIRO

In the recent meeting of the United Nations, one of its very critical issues they talked was about the the Climate Change, True enough this dilemma does not just happened in one side of the world, it happens everywhere and its just so critical already that we must address to this problem before its too late. If im not mistaken, the massive floods that happened recently in the country is such so alarming and until now the inconsistent climate that affect billions of agriculture in our place is just few of the effects of Climate Change. Thus its very important that starting today we should know how to protect our environment, or do somethin about this one. I knew there are more ways to create change but this change can only be done on a single step.

Allow me to share this new stuff, i just read a while ago, its about an International Company called N-VIRO, which develops and licenses its technology on their pattented processes that use lime and / or mineral rich, combustion byproducts to treat or pasteurize, immobilize and convert wastewater sludge and other bioorganic wastes into biomineral agricultural and soil-enrichment products with real market value. Isnt this amazing? aside from it helps our environment through recycling waste into energy, the product from this technology gives a great benefit from alternative energy and renewable energy which emphasizes in clean-coal technology and oppurtunity fuels into a more advanced output that uses this process of converting our wastes into fertilizers and other soil-enriched products. This company has been here for a decade and yet we fail to recognized how this firm is a great help not only to us but will be very instrumental in our enviroment conservation campaign.

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The Internet Time Machine

Just Passing By

This is just a quick stop,coz i was a bit busy today.anyways thank u for all your visits, ill be your doorstep soon.

Tired

Im sorry guys that i was not visible yesterday coz i attended my brother's graduation, and it was so stressful. Thank god we managed to go home early but we just dined out just to treat the newly graduated bro. Anyway, i really happy of the fact that even though i couldnt be visible to some of my blogger friends, theyre always here for me, thanks for the visit friends, especially Nitin. Take care always

Unforgettable Memories

Pictures fades, but not the memories, how i missed these days were i feel so childish, so carefree and didnt mind life's stress. Who would'nt forget days where i was no thinkin of someone, where i drive my life to where i wanted, no demands, no emotional burden, no love, no heartbrakes.

Reminiscin those time of my growing days.

Groovy Me

The author herself - in her craziest and groovy persona.

APPOINTMENT TO THE NEXT CHIEF JUSTICE: CONSTITUTIONAL OR NOT?

The constitution imposes a ban on midnight appointment taking effect 2 months before the next Presidential elections until the end of the term of the President:

" Two months immedietly before the next presidential elections and up to the end of his/her term, a President or Acting President shall not make appointments, except temporary appointments to executive positions when continued vacancies tehrein will prejudice public service or endanger public safety"

Certain Issues now arises:

1. Can President arroyo appoint a Chief Justice during the ban on midnight appointment?

2. Can the President appoint a new Chief Justice prior to the effectivity of the ban on midnight appointment last March 11, 2010?

To be updated:

Garden Groom

Do u have a green thumb? or you love gardening, then worry no more if you always ends up having wounds coz of the thorns, heres the best and the latest garden groom youll love. Order now. Click the order now button and youll surely be informed of how this one differs from your ordinary garden tool.What are u waiting for, click it now.

Pinoy Blog Directories

In the recent surveys, Filipinos are becoming more internet savvy compared to people decade ago. because of the high tech gadgets that is introduced in the market nowadays, more and more Filipinos are experiencing internet at the conforts of their houses.And to that, more and more people are discovering the easiest way to earn online and of course that is thru blogging. But earning is not that easy as 123, it doesnt just begin by creating a blog, moreso it just a beginning of your blogging journey. Like what ive experienced there are several things to consider like getting traffic, pr, alexa ranking and much more, these are just few things to do when you want higher opps. But sadly, i have also heared about this social stigma in the blogging community, ive heared once that a location of the blogger matter as far as giving opps is concerned. Izea gives higher opps if your location is in Europe, somewhere is the US and in short if you are in developing countries like the Philippines, expect that we will have lesser opps compared to them, that is why many Filipino blogger are really struggling to have higher PR and of course to make their blog in one of the tops in the blogosphere.

To some Filipino bloggers out there, i wanted to share with you some Pinoy Blog Directories where you can submit your blog for exposure.

1. http://www.pinoyblogger.com/
2. http://www.pinoyweblisting.com/
3. http://www.topblogs.com.ph/
4. http://www.top100bloggers.com/
5. http://www.bloggapedia.com/
6. http://www.pinoysites.org/
7. http://www.blogsbycountry.com/philippine-blog-directory/

These are just few of the top blog directories i visited, if you knew other pinoy blog directories, i would be very glad if youll share it with me and other struggling pinoy bloggers.

Sponsored Tweets

Now you will not only enjoy twitter, you will surely love tweeting again and again and again, wondering why? Its simply because in this new era, its not only in blogging you will have time to earn, its also by tweeting, there is what we called sponsored tweets, that will pay you in tweeting. Mostly this sponsored tweets are for internet marketing, product promotion, product launching and other marketing strategy. But surely to those internet savvy out there, this is a good news, coz our money making portals are becoming larger. Cheers to that!

Ox Outlook for 2010

This is my Chinese sign, and i just want to share with you the forecast for this year>

My Birthdate is : September 16, 1985

Here is goes:
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Ox Overview

You could have a measure of good luck this year as the Tiger seems to bring some to everyone, and Metal is the Ox's most favorable element. On the other hand, you might as well be prepared to face some challenges. Tiger style is not conducive to your peace of mind. This is not the time to march forth boldly into battle heedless of the consequences. You will have to pick your fights and show much restraint if you want to be successful overall. You are only likely to have two great months this year; make sure to take advantage of the opportunities they provide. The rest of the time you need to tone down your efforts and press ahead carefully with ongoing projects.

Ox Rating

29% (2 favorable and 10 unfavorable months)

Ox Career

A year of transition and unexpected changes in career prospects could unnerve the Ox in 2010, especially after what have likely been two years of steady progress. The Tiger could present great long-term opportunities in the Ox's profession, but you may not readily see it this way unless you are willing to reconsider well-laid plans. It is not a good time to push ahead too boldly. Rather, focus on maintaining gains already made and strengthening your professional reputation. Better yet, making yourself more valuable in your field by diversifying your skill set and pursuing additional accreditations or qualifications will be fruitful endeavors this year. Self-improvement will position you for future successes.

Ox Relationships

While generally a quiet year, Oxen will enjoy a number of memorable occasions with loved ones and develop valuable new contacts. Happiness could be focused around a younger person who is a source of pride and comfort. A recent acquaintance could become more important in your life, and development of this relationship over the year could have powerful meaning for you. Unattached Oxen could find a deeper love in a blossoming friendship. Family relationships should be a reliable source of support and encouragement when things don't go as smoothly as you would like. Try to be especially straightforward and open with your feelings and not let small problems fester or escalate this year.

Ox Health

Burnout is a risk this year if your reaction to setbacks tends to be simply working harder. For your mental health it's advisable to take up some hobby or interest that is completely new to you and that doesn't directly relate to your current goals or responsibilities. The challenge of mastering a new skill is likely to be a healthy way to refocus some of your energies that may be frustrated over the course of the year. Furthermore, it is likely that you will discover you have some abilities you were unaware of, which will boost your self-esteem and personal outlook for the future.

Ox Wealth

Your cautious approach will serve you well in 2010; although, you may be uncharacteristically tempted by fast-moving forces to take unusual risks. Do not let yourself be pushed or pressured to follow the crowd in financial matters. If everyone else suffers a big loss, so be it. There may be lucrative opportunities where wealth is concerned, and you should certainly investigate and take advantage of them. But, this is no time to throw caution to the wind. Rely on your methodical and patient style when making money decisions this year.

NEWS

Everybody talks about it everyday, its the highlight of our television, radio, print ads and any media outlets, besides that what theyre made up for, to deliver the hottest and the latest news on anything that may caught our attention. It may be in the field of sports, national events, catastrophe and even anything and everything under the sun. But believe in my 25 years of existence, this is my first time ive read and realized the meaning of the acronym for the word NEWS. Though i oftentimes talked about it, used it but poor girl i dont know even its acronym. Just until, this morning while i was watching a show, a trivia came in and it was about NEWS, and it says>

NEWS - North, East, West and South

Yes, thats what it stand for, quite simple but not all knew that, right? i was wondering why it was abbreviated that way?, maybe because news can happen everywhere, anywhere in the entire planet.Huh?

But here are some of the accronyms for NEWS:

Acronym and Definition

NEWS
North, East, West, South (compass points)
NEWS
National Early Warning System (Sri Lanka)
NEWS
North East Watercolor Society (New York, USA)
NEWS
NetWare Early Warning System
NeWS
Network Window System
NeWS
Network Extensible Windowing System
NEWS
Napa Emergency Women's Services
NEWS
Nuclear Events Web-based System (IAEA)
NEWS
Network Windowing System
NEWS
Naval Electronic Warfare Simulator
NEWS
Never Eat Soggy Wheat (mnemonic for compass points)
NEWS
Naval Environmental Watch Steward
NEWS
NAVAIDS, Emergency Return, Weather, Standard Instrument Departure/Speeds
NEWS
Network of European Worldshops (Germany)

The Five Love Languages

I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Language is Quality Time

My Detailed Results:
Quality Time:	11
Acts of Service:	7
Words of Affirmation:	7
Physical Touch:	4
Receiving Gifts:	1

About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.

Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.

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I got this from:

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ARNEL PINEDA'S version criticized

Arnel Pineda's version of National Anthem which he sang yesterday during Manny's fight was being critizised by many and even National Historic Institute made a statement about this controversy. I heared on radio that Arnel Pineda may put in jail if proven that he had made his own version of the national anthem.

An excerpt follows:

"The National Historical Institute said Sunday it was filing a complaint against Journey lead singer Arnel Pineda for changing the tone and tempo of the Philippine national anthem when he sang it before the Pacquiao-Clottey bout in Texas.
Pineda sang "Lupang Hinirang" (Beloved Land) during Pacquiao’s successful bout against Joshua Clottey of Ghana on Saturday (Sunday in Manila), his powerful, high-pitched voice filling the Cowboys Stadium in Arlington, Texas.
But Teddy Atienza, chief of the Heraldry Section of the NHI, was not pleased. A "24 Oras" report quoted him as saying that they would file a complaint against Pineda before the Department of Justice for his "wrong" version of the national anthem.
The NHI is the government body tasked to ensure respect for the national anthem, Philippine flag and other national symbols.
Under Section 37 of Republic Act 8491 or the Flag and Heraldic Code, the national anthem must be sung in accordance with the original musical arrangement of composer Julian Felipe, who gave it a marching tempo. Violators may be fined P5,000 to P20,000 or jailed for a year.

I am just sad that every time our artists sand their rendition during Pacquio fight, every one of us has on eye on their mistakes, why dont we just move on and just focus on other things. Coz that petty instance will make the world laugh on us. Its not that the artist or the artists choose to revised the song, its just that they wanted to show to the world that Filipinos has talents not only in sports but has worldwide caliber.

Its STILL Manny

Hurray and Mabuhay, its once again another reason to celebrate, our very own Manny Pacquio made it again against The Pride of Ghane - Joshua Clottey. Pacquio wins over unanimous decision from the fight yesterday at Dallas, Texas which was star - studded and truelly a magnificient fight. THough i havent watched his fight live but i was on eye every second of the fight through the live streaming at ANC. Like the usual scenario everywhere when Manny fights, its very peaceful and no traffic at all. Seldom u see people going out from their respective houses other than the venue of the live coverage. But after the fight, you will see people talking about the Pound for Pound King. Indeed, it really makes us so proud to be a Filipino.

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HIV - AIDS - The Philippine Case

Despite criticisms met by DOH Secretary Cabral, she insisted that she will continue in distributing condoms until her term ends.For info, she had led the information dissemination of the deadly Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrom or better know as AIDS. Though CBCP has been very vocal in condoning claiming that its very immoral for the department to give condoms coz it only condones immorality and upholds sex before marriage. But for the figures continuely increasing in the Philippines for the confirmed cases of AIDS, is there the best way out in this dilemma? Abstinenence and being faithful are just few of the considerable thoughts in preventing the disease but other than that - condom is still THE ONLY and the last remedy.

Let me share to you some fast facts:

FAST FACTS:

33 Million infections worldwide
4,218 Filipinos infected since 1984
629 Filipinos infected in 2009
80 Filipinos infected in October 2009

Blog Pulse

Not only human has doctors to oversee our health condition, for dogs they have the so called veterinarians, how about our blogs? how do we knew their rankings? status? citations?feedback? - in short the blog pulse. Luckily, i was able to oversee this great site, which really gives an stats about your blog, really amazing. They have the graphs to simplify the volume of your posts, they have also the updated posts in your blog, and guess what - they also have somewhat comments if your posts has sense or its recommended for reading. Take a look to the blog pulse of my blog above.

Pacquio Day

Tommorrow is the much anticipated fight of our very own poun for pound king against his opponent Joshua Clottey. Though a lot of boxing experts has so much expectation to Manny Pacquio, the latter does not want to be so confident and still he will give his best shot to the game.

Here are some interesting facts:

Manny Pacquiao

Age: 31
Nationality: Filipino
Born: Kibawe, Bukidnon, Philippines
Record: 50-3-2 (38 knockouts)
Stance: Southpaw
Height: 1.69 meters
Reach: 67 inches
Last fight: Miguel Angel Cotto, won 12th round TKO, MGM Grand, Las Vegas, November 14, 2009.
Losses:
Erik Morales, unanimous decision, MGM Grand, Las Vegas, March. 19, 2005.
Medgoen Singsurat, third round knockout, Pakpanag Metropolian Stadium, Nakhon Si Thammarat, Thailand, September 17, 1999.
Rustico Torrecampo, third round knockout, Mandaluyong City, Metro Manila, Philippines, February 9, 1996.
Draws:
Juan Manuel Marquez, drawn on points, MGM Grand, Las Vegas, May. 8, 2004.
Agapito Sanchez, tied decision sixth round, San Francisco, California, U.S., November 10, 2001.
Current title: WBO welterweight, IBO and Ring Magazine light welterweight
Previous titles: WBC lightweight, WBC super featherweight, IBF super bantamweight and WBC flyweight
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Joshua Clottey

Age: 32
Nationality: Ghanaian
Born: Accra, Ghana
Record: 35-3-0 (20 knockouts)
Stance: Orthodox
Height: 173cm
Reach: 70 inches
Last fight: Miguel Angel Cotto, lost by split decision, Madison Square Garden, New York, U.S. June 13, 2009
Losses: Antonio Margarito, unanimous decision 12th round, New Jersey, U.S. December 2 2006
Carlos Manuel Baldomir, disqualified 11th round, London, November 29 1999
Previous title: IBF welterweight

Source:
www.boxrec.com
http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/sports/03/13/10/factbox-boxing-manny-pacquiao-v-joshua-clottey

BlogUpp

I dont know if your here already about this site, but of course to those blogger addict out there, they will be very familiar about this site. Actually this is just my first encounter and i found it too amazing. First because thye have different strategy and i liked it, in a more personal note.

BlogUpp is actually a blog promotion and at the same time blog directory network service but unlike the rest and the usual blog directory service that you will add your link in their site. In this site, their broadxasting is thru blog widget, thru blog directory and blog discovery toolbar, and also they have premium offers to some bloggers and advertisers as well.

What i like most here based on my first look is that blogger who are not really that well known in the bloghosphere has the chance to gain traffic and page rank.There is mutual sharing of interests, blogger connections and sustainable intercommunication. Hope BlogUpp can really help me promote my site.

Discovering the new is exciting.

Sponzai

Have you heared about this new money making site? well its also an izea innovation but its far different from payperpost and social spark. In a way that its very innovative and quite trendy, unlike the latter that the bloggers wrote something for the advertisers, this one is different,.there will be a guest blogger who will write some sponsored posts and you will just get paid once your blog is chosen where the post will be posted. Quite interesting,right?

Tigers love to tug on purple ducks ; as what they says.

PEACE OF MIND: WHERE TO BUY IT?

Many of us, wants a perfect life, yes we all dreamed of that even though we knew that no one and nothing on this earth is perfect. We are all driven by our imaginary power of what is ideal and what is pleasant on our eyes. Apparantly, some of the perfect scenery has some imperfections inside that are not visible by our human eyes, thats why we all crave for "peace of mind" - what do we mean exactly by that? is is when u were able to sleep well at night? or is it when ur at the most expensive bed in the world with fully air-conditioned room. I guess, and i would like to believe that when you say we have peace of mind, its an estate of condition where we have less worries, less fears and of course we have clean conscience. I dont know exactly how to explain it in details but everybody wants it and almost each one of us wishes for that thing. It cannot be brought at any department store nor can be stolen, its such a condition that would be automatically be felt when our heart is free from hatred, fears and craved for earthly possesions.

Jobsindubai.com - SCAM

I just want to share with you guys about this fake agency concerning job recruitment. Once, i was able to register with the said online recruitment agency. Their service is providing jobs for Dubai, in all fields of specialization. At first i was amazed because their online site was really so impressive. Youll take a look at variety of job offer from different prestigeous frim in dubai. Youll get to be convinced that this agency is really so amazing. I was in fact emailed by one of the big firm in dubai saying that my resume is impressive and that they are looking for candidates like me but to avail of the shortlist from their firm, i must abide first with the rules and regulations sets by www.jobsindubai.com, and part of it was a service fee like 120 dollars if im not mistaken, then if youll be able to pay that one, then thats the time you will be prioritized in different hiring for big companies. Its like a service fee as far as they are concern. What pissed me off, is that they kept on sending me emails about my questionaire status and that i am very much qualified and bla bla bla.

Weird

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Thanks Paypal

Well, enough of the rants for paypal, because ive been so blessed that they were so good to me. Instead of submitting a valid identification card, i was not required to do so, upon receiving my email about my said dilemma, they fixed it themselves for me. Ive thought im going to wait for another 4 days to edit my name but i was wrong, just after 8 hours, it was already fixed. So to paypal, My big thanks - youre truelly the best. Guaranteed Service..

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Paypal Query

I am in trouble now with my paypal account, wondering why? well its how stupid i am, during my registration with the later, i have put their my nickname instead of my real name and the result is im having my conflict now because i cannot withdraw my earning their. I have been ranting about this but poor girl it ends up with some waiting of like 3- 4 days before it will finally be settled. Hopefully after that days, all will be fixed. Crossing finger.. About u guys, is it that easy to veirfy with paypal, and withdraw too, for that matter?

Money Making Site

Are u hooked up in blogging? or do u enjoy writing in your site and had good time gaining friends too? Well then, why dont u make your hooby a mean to earn as well, like me, as a start i just had fun writing here and earning was really not in mind until a such time that i was introduced to some paying post sites, ive thought it was not true at all, but they proved me wrong when i got my first payment thru paypal. I have encouraged a lot of friends too to try blogging coz not only that its fun but earning online honestly is really a great deal while youre just at the comfort of your home.

Recently i discovered another awesome site which i knew will help me a lot as far as earning online is concerned. Its called Blogadvertisingstore, this is actually one of the many money making sites that really helps bloggers earn. Unlike the typical payperpost sites, this site publish lots of oppotunities to choose from and plenty of advertisers as well. So to those who havent heared of this paying sites, then this is our chance again to enjoy blogging while getting paid.

Writing paid reviews is easy here, plus you will advertise products and advertisers that are well - known in their respective field. And earning starts here

The Necklace: A Story of Broken Vow

This is the first time,im ben lifting my private boundaries for this blog. This blog was like 3 years already and this bounds my life, my everyday experiences, my heartbrakes and mostly a stories of people who have come and go. Its quite sad to say that though sometimes we wish for happy endings but reality checak its the hardest way to do. People change and people go, we cant force them to stay if they dont want us anymore to become part of their life. I guess i have said this a lot of time already that just any ordinary woman, i have loved and for once i felt being loved. The former was already my hobbies perhaps my interests too, i easily fell in love but the later was the hardest thing to detect, if i was loved or if i was just one of the girls he had played? For those who had been a visitor, many would attest how my life became meaningful and colorful when i met this man. We met at certain dating site 2006 and the relationship continue until last year, we became a couple and though we were miles apart, it didnt hinder us to really make ways to keep in touch. This is the first time ill say, that even though i knew from the start that it wouldnt last long, it was too late that i realize i already felt in love with him. I dont want to elaborate his details but whatever it is and for whoever he is, i have loved him for who is and for who he is not. Finally after 3 years of talking, ive agreed to meet him up last year, it was one of the memorable times of my life. I knew already that things are starting to fall against me. The meeting was so great, we bonded and truelly nothing has changed but i knew my feelings was a far opposite from what hes truelly feeling for. I dont know exactly what he was thinkin at that time or what he was planning for that matter, i really dont know, coz until this very time, ony one thing is clear to me. I have proved to myself that i was hitted by cupid's arrow at the very first time i set my eyes on him. During the meeting, he handed me a beautiful necklace with a pendant especially craft my name. At first i dont want to accept it, coz i think its not the right time for me to accept expensive gifts from him but later on as he insists ive realized it was not a gift, its a symbol of our love, of the relationship that have grow amidst pain and heartbrakes. I have given him a very special card i personally handpicked and have written a special dedication in it. I have personally speak on his front what was written their. It all came from the heart. Part of it, it says, though our paths parted, you will always and will still be a part of me. I dont know if its just a coincidence that somehow theres quite a goodbye in some aspects of it, but it was never been planned or was forecasted either. But it happened.

Still when im left with beautiful songs at night, i cant help but cry for him and for our memories. Its really really so painful that it ends up to somethin i was not prepared. He left me at the very moment i was use living up with him. Should he had just been honest that he was not really serious with me from the very start, i guess it would still be better now. If he just left me with bad memories, it should have been easier to pack up and move forward, BUT for years he had made his life a part of mine and so his heart as mine, how could i imagine life without him, when u have taught me to life it with you.

Still, pains have anestecias to alleviate the hurt. and for now,though the future is not for u and me but our past was more than enough for us, for a story worth telling for.

For Someone Special

I have been in quite a sentimental mood lately, it has nothing to do with anyone or it intends for someone else, the mood was because of some thoughts that quite frightened me. I had some reminiscing, i had also some crying moments, i had my turn of regrets and of heartaches and broken relationships. But it didnt stop me from thinkin of some people who had been so good to me and to some acquintances as well that had touched me along the way. Why did i have this thoughts lately? because i felt that i was alone and i felt being unloved. Maybe its normal to feel that way but its too abnormal to feel constantly. For all the past mistakes ive done, i knew i couldnt trun back time and the least that i can do is to learn from it. For those whom i loved and have loved me as well, its the memories that have left on both of us, for us to be reminded of the goods that should be retain and the bads that should not be done anymore, For people who have valued me amidst my shortcomings and my imperfections, i knew i couldnt gave them much but my simple gratitude for making me a part of my life. As my clock turns its hands reminding me to rest, i was left with troubled thoughts of what i am and what im not that made them leaved me. Somehow i was alleviated by the thought that though i am not the perfect persona in their eyes but it doesnt makes me anything of less of value. I am still the woman with distinct character made for someone special.

Where did it go?

Thought and Thoughts

Why do we have terrifying thoughts sometimes? is it the result of over-fatigue, lack of faith? maybe yes and maybe not, my friend once told me that if u dont want to think of the problem then let the problem think of u, hahahha, funny but its true, the more we think of our dilemma, the more that it will bring us fears and anxiety, it even caused us nervous breakdown and worst heart attack.

Well, im just having some thoughts lately, about why and why i havent been in a good relationship? i mean its not that im desperate enough, not that..its just that i have already the doubt whether theres something wrong in me, or if not me, in them? how ironic but i like to admit that i am really in love with the idea of falling in love but the idea doesnt not fall in love with me.I was thinkin that if ever i will find the right man, i will really takes good care of him, to the point that even if he realized that he doesnt wants me anymore at least theres no regret in my side, at least ive fall in love, at least i have shown to him how wonderful i am, at least i have given him my best, at least i knew how to love...coz even to if im the least person he may ever known, at least i was the woman who have loved him like he ws never loved before, that made any difference.