Once again, the country is celebrating the All Saints day and All Souls day. Its the time to pay tribute to our loved one who past away already. It is also the best time to give them tribute and offer prayers and any form of remembrance.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Life's Handy Kit
Here are some pointers in life:
TOOTHPICK - it reminds you to pick out the good qualities of others.
RUBBER BAND - it reminds you to be flexible, things might not always on the way you want it.
BAND AID - it reminds you tofeel heal hurt feelings, yours & others.
PENCIL - it reminds you to list your blessings everyday.
ERASER - it reminds you that everyone makes mistake and its ok.
CHEWING GUM - it reminds you to stick with God & you can accomplish antything.
TOOTHPICK - it reminds you to pick out the good qualities of others.
RUBBER BAND - it reminds you to be flexible, things might not always on the way you want it.
BAND AID - it reminds you tofeel heal hurt feelings, yours & others.
PENCIL - it reminds you to list your blessings everyday.
ERASER - it reminds you that everyone makes mistake and its ok.
CHEWING GUM - it reminds you to stick with God & you can accomplish antything.
A rainy afternoon
hi peepz, how are u all doin?, well i was on leave this morning because of the hang over, we went to a bar last night for a shot eventually we end up enjoying there and i went home past 2 am today. Plus its i enjoyed sleeping because its rainy and its cold..no surpirse its a few weeks before christmas, i guess on my next posts i will be writing already about the holiday..
till here...
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Things you shouldnt missed
1. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
-yeah i always do
2. If you could have a dream come true, what would it be?
-to find the right man who could love me for who i am.
3. Do you believe in eternity love?
-yeah, for as long as you have the right man.
4. What feeling do you love most?
-being loved
5. What feeling do you hate the most?
-when you felt stupid over someone whos not worth of.
6. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-yeah, i have some great friends.
7. Do you believe in God?
-yeah, very much
8. Who cares for you most?
-my parents, my family and ....
9. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-i guess to be able to love someone and be loved too with no conditions.
10. What emotion do you like to show?
-love, to my significant others.
11. If you have something troubling you, what do you do?
-just stay in bed and think.
12. Who do you admire most?
-my father, he is a great provider.
13. Who did you last chat with in a chat room?
-hmmm, i dont have chatmates.
14. What kind of person do you think the one we stole this meme from is?
-hmmmmm
15. What color did you use to dye your hair?
-i dont do it
16. Why are you doing this meme?
-because i am emotionally tires
17. What do you do when you're moody?
-i just want to eat ice cream.
18. At which age do you wish to or did you, get married?
-at 25 if God permits.
19. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
20. Who is the person you trust the most?
21. Last time you smiled?
22. What are you listening to right now?
23. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
24. Are you talking to someone while doing this?
25. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
26. Is there a quote you live by?
27. Do you want someone you cannot have?
28. Who always makes you laugh?
29. What was the worst idea you've had this week?
30. Do you speak another language other than English?
-yeah i always do
2. If you could have a dream come true, what would it be?
-to find the right man who could love me for who i am.
3. Do you believe in eternity love?
-yeah, for as long as you have the right man.
4. What feeling do you love most?
-being loved
5. What feeling do you hate the most?
-when you felt stupid over someone whos not worth of.
6. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-yeah, i have some great friends.
7. Do you believe in God?
-yeah, very much
8. Who cares for you most?
-my parents, my family and ....
9. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-i guess to be able to love someone and be loved too with no conditions.
10. What emotion do you like to show?
-love, to my significant others.
11. If you have something troubling you, what do you do?
-just stay in bed and think.
12. Who do you admire most?
-my father, he is a great provider.
13. Who did you last chat with in a chat room?
-hmmm, i dont have chatmates.
14. What kind of person do you think the one we stole this meme from is?
-hmmmmm
15. What color did you use to dye your hair?
-i dont do it
16. Why are you doing this meme?
-because i am emotionally tires
17. What do you do when you're moody?
-i just want to eat ice cream.
18. At which age do you wish to or did you, get married?
-at 25 if God permits.
19. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
20. Who is the person you trust the most?
21. Last time you smiled?
22. What are you listening to right now?
23. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
24. Are you talking to someone while doing this?
25. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
26. Is there a quote you live by?
27. Do you want someone you cannot have?
28. Who always makes you laugh?
29. What was the worst idea you've had this week?
30. Do you speak another language other than English?
Monday, October 27, 2008
Dream lover - share your feelings
Its not really easy to know that your boyfriend is still affected about her past, i dont want to be hypocrite, but moving on does not just happen overnight but for 1 year or two that youve been together and still she still occupies her heart, its really a heartless scenario. I know love isnt fair to everyone, there are those who loved somebody else but is not loved, and vice versa, and lucky are those people who are loved and are also in love with their partner, thats what couples means.
Nevertheless, no matter how difficult and hoe one-sided it seems, let just be reminded that somebody else is meant for us and whoever is that person, it always pay to wait.
Posted: by Ivy Soray
Sunday, October 26, 2008
A journey from the Past
You heared it right, this is the title of my second blog, hmmmm? sounds controversial, right?
well its a blog inspired thru my blue days, its about moving on, its about a battle, a jouney and about growing up.
Heres the site : Http:www.rexy-movingon.blogspot.com
Saturday, October 25, 2008
A nice Evening
Good evening bloggers, well i was not able to return home since i did not catch the last trip on my way to my boarding house, i was really so frustrated because i don't have a choice but to stay at the hotel for the meantime but i will get up early tomorrow as possible so that i could rest.
I already missed my family really but i could not go home yet because my boss will be coming over tomorrow, my mom will undergo her operation by monday so i need to save a extra buckets for it, sadly i am in financial difficulty now.ohhh..im getting senti..
Hope you have already take your dinner by now..
I already missed my family really but i could not go home yet because my boss will be coming over tomorrow, my mom will undergo her operation by monday so i need to save a extra buckets for it, sadly i am in financial difficulty now.ohhh..im getting senti..
Hope you have already take your dinner by now..
Happy Weekends
Hows your weekend everyone? hope you had a great day, sorry i missed two day for updates on this blog, because i was on my out of town trip. hope to be back in blogging n monday, hope you could leave me a message as you visit my site...take care guys..
Headache
This is what im feeling right now, my head is really aching that much, because of fatigue and i havent got enough sleep, ive arrived at home last night about 2 am in the morning because we had our soft opening to our third outlet at Baybay City. It was really a very tiring day for me because despite our effort to put things in place, still we were nt able to complete our electrical requirements and t my dismay we were about to operate on the late afternoon. I had an early rise this morning because i need t, our store will launch its grand opening today and i need to be there before 8 am. i was already late because my body was already complaining but i am crossing my fingers that all of these will be worth it. hopefully we can surpass sales from other branch. ill update later as to how much weve sold on our grand opening..
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Spectacular voice
After her duet with Celine Dion at Madison Square Garden, our very own Charice Pempengco proved to the international arena, that Filipinos have worldclass talents. Her perfomance which gave the audience an standing ovation made me truelly so proud to be a Filipino, indeed as what Oprah quoted "no matter what obstacles she faced in her life, shes never given up on her dream of something better".
Indeed in lifes journey, sometimes dreams are not so far away from reality, all we just need to do, is to work for our dream and never stop dreaming at all.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Hotels with the best Views
Isnt it relaxing to have a vacation in a hotel overseeing a vast expanse of ocean and sky? Oh my god with this kind of view, it would really create a great ambiance and a wonderful experience with the guests, As a tourguide and a frontdesk of a prestegeous hotel before, i knew a room with great view will truelly create a big difference. If pricing isnt an issue, you can inquire beforehand of a hotel that offers a dispiriting experience on which it gives you a wonderful experience of opening your curtain seeing an spectacular view of great beaches, or overlooking a scenic coast.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Stressed
This is my day. Stressed, overfatigued, confused and you can add on all negative stuff. Early morning i managed to go to our plant to check problems on our chicken, i have to personally visit the plant and do some observation as to why some chicken end up to be in bad condition, it took me like 3 hours there, afterwhich i went back to the office to do my reportings, and my boss was there so we end up having our weekly meetings. I couldnt breath of the stressed and pressured my work is giving me, and by tomorrow i have to be on my out of town trips for the rotesserie updates, by the way last night, i had a meeting with the crew and were done on like 12:00 midnight. This is how to be in a private firm, this is it, but the good thing is, the company is pro employee, they gave us monetary incentives for every hard work earned. Hopefully the collective effort we have to slowly gain the number one slot in all poultry integrator firm will be materialized soon, anyhow i am always proud to be part of the team.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
My patience is out of chaos, i might suffer from high blood because of this bull****., Despite repeated follow -ups to retrieved my NDD calss, Globelines doesnt act on it, they really have poor customer service. The incovenience that they're bring to me is really beyond negotiable, Just imagined, our October billing which is supposed to be due this 27, gave us really a big problem amounting to 7k plus, they've cut our NDD calls even thus its not yet due dat, and they have adviced us to settle even half of the due amount prior to its due date, At first, i was really so hesitant to do that cause i said its very unlawful and it was really so unfair, we actually dont have problems settling for the account provided they will bill us the amount, with proper attachments of course, but then it didnt came out that way, But since i dont have choice at all, i settled half of the amount even if they did not gave us billing yet, just to bring back my NDD service, but then after i settled it, My NDD calls is still barred. This morning, i talked to their manager and i demanded that in whatever means, i need my NDD calls badly, I dont know what will happen next, but one thing i realized..they cant be trusted and customer satisfaction is not guaranteed.
Monday, October 20, 2008
My Dream Wedding
As they've described it, "it's an every womens dream", true enough to walk down the aisle while your better half is waiting there, is an every girls dream. Its once in a lifetime and that not all women are given the chance to be there. I myself is not an exemption to that, like a typical girl, i also has my dream wedding, before it was the lvish thing, the most extravagant..that was when i was not earning yet, but now that i am trying to meet both ends considering that i am helping my parents too for our households needs, my dream wedding turns out to be at the simpleast was possible. less figures for guest, more solemn but ill make it the most unforgettable day of my life, It doesnt matter if your flowers are not that beautiful, what is more important are the existence of flowers which are very important indeed.
I missed my lalabs
Its already quite a few weeks since our last chat with my lalabs, i really missed him already, but then i knew hes so busy and he has no time for me. I dont know if he's ok or what hes doing right now because he doesnt go online, i knew they just finished their solemn week, and they have lots of activities but then up to now, he has not showed up yet..maybe he already found someone new, who will made him complete.
To you lalabs, whatever will happen i will always love you
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Sunday Rants
This is a boring day for me. and im frustrated and disappointed too. I was actually texting my friend because i had an impotant matters to talk with, but then i received no reply. I hate it when i feel stupid, and the more that i feel bad when someone is making me wait for a long time for nothing, nevertheless i am trying to be good by being patient but really i hardly can't, and now i end up ranting about this, and where?..to my favorite place, my blog.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
National Bankcruptcy
This is how New York Times described Iceland as its economy is facing tragic financial crises, to the extent that their currency, has turned to be priceless. Financial analyst never really imagined that an industrialized country like Iceland will suffer such crises. Years ago, its banks had propelled years of significant growth, lending so freely that their assets grew to many times the size of their economy, however the boom had turned to be bust.
There were reports that Iceland asked Russia for a loan amounting to 4 billion earus to avoid financial collapse but sadly there were reports that Russia was not yet ready to extend loan to the former.
Iceland is not the only country worlwide that is suffering from financial constraints, there are lots of industrialised and developing countries that is now in the midst of the said dilemma. Prime ministers were trying to call for Forums for all heads of different nations to address the problem, before it finally hit the worst scenario.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
What to do when jeoulosy happens
Well, to those gals out there who are in a relationship, for sure this one is a very helpful tip:
What to do when jealousy happens :
Here are four steps to help you turn jealousy into a positive force:
What to do when jealousy happens :
Here are four steps to help you turn jealousy into a positive force:
1. When you feel jealous, realize that it is a sign of how much you care for your partner. Make a point of being affectionate and caring. Tell them just how special and great they are. Chances are, they will focus even more attention on you and forget about anyone else.
2. Journal about the negative self-talk that jealousy brings up for you. For every negative statement, write a positive one. For example, if you write, "I have ugly acne," add a sentence like "My eyes are a gorgeous blue." This will actually help you rewire your brain circuitry in a positive way!
3. Notice what qualities make you jealous. Is it the fact that the other person is in great shape? Or that they are sensual? Make a plan to work on yourself so that you develop some of those same qualities.
4. When you are feeling jealous, think about what you might need from your partner. And use positive and straight talk to ask for it. For example, you might say, "Honey, I would love it if you would rub my shoulders and kiss the nape of my neck."
A Great Wednesday Morning
A great morning to everyone, well hows your day?mine was a bit so busy, hence i woke up late today and consecutively i arrived at the office about one hour late..hehehe.I was habing a bit trouble on my dysmenorhea, too bad. and i have scheduled trips today, to visit our rotesserie outlets outside of Ormoc. Its going to be a very tiring day for me. Hope you can pay visit here.
Take care always
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Iceland: For Sale?
"Great scenery and wildlife but financial situation in need of repair -- collect in person.
Iceland, which is going cap in hand to Russia for a 4 billion euro ($5.49 billion) loan to bail out its failed banks, was offered for sale as a wholesale lot on eBay on Friday.
Bidding started at 99 pence but had reached 10 million pounds ($17.28 million) by mid-morning on Friday. "
Iceland, which is going cap in hand to Russia for a 4 billion euro ($5.49 billion) loan to bail out its failed banks, was offered for sale as a wholesale lot on eBay on Friday.
Bidding started at 99 pence but had reached 10 million pounds ($17.28 million) by mid-morning on Friday. "
This was the frontpage of the international Herald newspaper, which created shocks to millions of readers and even financial analyst worldwide. According to news, this was published at ebay this october due to severe financial crises, and according to one of my readings it was there president who published that advertisement.
Cellibacy
Thats the main principle of her life, says Clara Meadmore, a 105 year old virgin, residing at London England. The old lady just finds no interest at sex and even said that its just a hassle for her, knowing how busy she was. During her 105th celebration of her natal day, Queen Elizabeth II gave her a card and on that special day she revealed her greatest secrets of her life, however she confirmed that despite the fact that she still intact, she denied rumors questioning her sexuality, she is not a homosexual either, its just that all her life she practiced celibacy. and even I myself, i dont see wrong with that. I truelly admire her. A lady with discreet honor.
Monday, October 13, 2008
We are the on top
It was such a great day for me, even thu i was really stressed with my routinary reports, but eventually i am really so happy because our branch made it on the second place on the branch of the month award nationwide, you know, i feel fulffilled because i knew all along there were just a few people behind that success, thu all of us were given enough monetary incentives for that, its still so flattering and it feels great to hear great news from the fruit of your labor, hardwork and great effort. I am so proud to be part of a team of great people with excellent attitude towards success.
World's priciest ipod!
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Shoe Addict: Prepare for a Fall
Well honestly, i am a certified shoe addict, i love to see variety of shoes with different styles and fashionable foot wear. Thu i dont actually go for branded shoes since mostly theyre so expensive, i mostly buy stylish shoes with affordable price but youll be assured of its quality. For office attire, i usually paired my executives with this kind of shoes, (above) since im more comfortable wearing high-heeled shoes with amazing styles, since it created much great impressions from your clients. How about you, what your taste of shoes?
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Melamine phobia
From radio, tv and print ads, melamine is really getting so popular, even to my place, it is the favorite talk of the town. In fact, they are exaggerated reports that just put more fears to the viewing public, nonetheless, even me, at the first boom of that issue, my first question was, what is that? what are they talking about?they say its melamine? and who care about that? heck now i do....
According to wikepedia:Melamine is an organic base and a trimer of cyanamide, with a 1,3,5-triazine skeleton. Like cyanamide, it contains 66% nitrogen by mass and, if mixed with resins, has fire retardant properties due to its release of nitrogen gas when burned or charred, and has several other industrial uses. Melamine is also a metabolite of cyromazine, a pesticide. It is formed in the body of mammals who have ingested cyromazine.[2] It has been reported that cyromazine can also be converted to melamine in plants.
Well, to make it simple, melamine is a pesticide. and for that chemical to be used as ingredient in our milk, well the world must be so crazy this time.
Bank Code in the Philippines
Just today i decided to log on to my paypal account to check updates, however i am really so pissed in my account, wherein i cannot make any transactions because of the damn buttom "unverified". It made me feel more bad, when there are just certain debit and credit card that are accepted by paypal, and when i made transaction on transferring my paypal account to my bak account, there is a need for a bank code, which the bank employee herself doesnt know of it. My goodness gracious, i am really getting to pissed this time, until pinoymoneytalk.com saves my high blood.
Heres what i found out:
Official List of PayPal Philippines Bank Codes
ALLIED BANKING CORP
010320013
ASIA UNITED BANK
011020011
AUSTRALIA NEW ZEALAND
010700015
BANCO DE ORO (& EQUITABLE PCI BANK)
010530667
BANGKO SENTRAL NG PILIPINAS
010030015
BANGKOK BANK
010670019
BANK OF AMERICA
010120019
BANK OF CHINA
011140014
BANK OF COMMERCE
010440016
BANK OF THE PHIL ISLANDS (BPI)
010040018
BANK OF TOKYO
010460012
CHINA BANKING CORP
010100013
CHINA TRUST COMML BANK
010690015
CITIBANK N.A.
010070017
DEUTSCHE BANK
010650013
DEVT BANK OF THE PHILS (DBP)
010590018
EAST WEST BANK
010620014
EXPORT & INDUSTRY BANK
010860010
FUJI BANK
010640010
HONGKONG AND SHANGHAI BANK (HSBC)
010060014
INTL COMML BANK OF CHINA
010560019
INTL EXCHANGE BANK
010680012
INTL NEDERLAND BANK
010660016
JP MORGAN CHASE BANK
010720011
KOREA EXCHANGE BANK
010710018
LANDBANK OF THE PHILS
010350025
MAYBANK OF THE PHILS
010220016
METROPOLITAN BANK & TRUST CO
010269996
PHIL BANK OF COMMUNICATION
010110016
PHIL NATIONAL BANK (PNB)
010080010
PHIL TRUST COMPANY
010090039
PHIL VETERANS BANK
010330016
PRUDENTIAL BANK
010150018
RIZAL COMML BANKING CORP (RCBC)
010280014
SECURITY BANK & TRUST CO
010140015
STANDARD CHARTERED BANK
010050011
UNION BANK OF THE PHILS (UBP)
010419995
UNITED COCONUT PLANTERS BANK
010299995
UNITED OVERSEAS BANK
010270189
Heres what i found out:
Official List of PayPal Philippines Bank Codes
ALLIED BANKING CORP
010320013
ASIA UNITED BANK
011020011
AUSTRALIA NEW ZEALAND
010700015
BANCO DE ORO (& EQUITABLE PCI BANK)
010530667
BANGKO SENTRAL NG PILIPINAS
010030015
BANGKOK BANK
010670019
BANK OF AMERICA
010120019
BANK OF CHINA
011140014
BANK OF COMMERCE
010440016
BANK OF THE PHIL ISLANDS (BPI)
010040018
BANK OF TOKYO
010460012
CHINA BANKING CORP
010100013
CHINA TRUST COMML BANK
010690015
CITIBANK N.A.
010070017
DEUTSCHE BANK
010650013
DEVT BANK OF THE PHILS (DBP)
010590018
EAST WEST BANK
010620014
EXPORT & INDUSTRY BANK
010860010
FUJI BANK
010640010
HONGKONG AND SHANGHAI BANK (HSBC)
010060014
INTL COMML BANK OF CHINA
010560019
INTL EXCHANGE BANK
010680012
INTL NEDERLAND BANK
010660016
JP MORGAN CHASE BANK
010720011
KOREA EXCHANGE BANK
010710018
LANDBANK OF THE PHILS
010350025
MAYBANK OF THE PHILS
010220016
METROPOLITAN BANK & TRUST CO
010269996
PHIL BANK OF COMMUNICATION
010110016
PHIL NATIONAL BANK (PNB)
010080010
PHIL TRUST COMPANY
010090039
PHIL VETERANS BANK
010330016
PRUDENTIAL BANK
010150018
RIZAL COMML BANKING CORP (RCBC)
010280014
SECURITY BANK & TRUST CO
010140015
STANDARD CHARTERED BANK
010050011
UNION BANK OF THE PHILS (UBP)
010419995
UNITED COCONUT PLANTERS BANK
010299995
UNITED OVERSEAS BANK
010270189
emotional stuff.
Every woman should know how to fall in love without losing herself, that line reminds me of a great teacher, whom during one of our lectures, shared a very inspiring story between her and hes husband. To sum up, there stories were the typical love inspired theme, wherein both had the chance to prove to each other, that theyre worth of their love, as what our teacher quoted "in my marriage years, i never got tired of waking up each morning, still seeing his face beside me in fourty years". Her story reminds me of one great realization, that in this life of ours, its not important to marry a handsome, rich or a man in every womas dream, neither you think of a man who provides you a great conversation, who would love you despite all body changes, and marry someone who could provide smiles in your face amidst troubles in our life.
At my age, i am already thinkin of marrying, perhaps settling for good would not be that far from my priorities, im not getting any younger. To be honest, i want to pour out my bitterness and the ache that my heart is feeling right now, but as much as i want to, i want to provide privacy for him and for the relationship. I dont want to pretend i am ok, when im in turtored, i dont want to fake my smile just to let them feel that i doing great, because deep inside i am dying in pain. Pain that i still dont know, if i deserve this because i knew i did my best and i have given enough to prove to him, that he was so special, but even for courtesy's sake he didnt gave me the respect i knew all along i was worth it. I would say that for the sake of love, because i admit he doesnt have that for me, because even in simple layman's thinking, if he does..he would not allow such things to happen to me, to be hurt constantly and terribly? is that love?
I dont have other avenue to tell all this stuff because this things is getting more private, but to my readers, i just want to ask for considerations and please bear with me for this.
ill write soon,..promise
Saturday, October 4, 2008
It's Saturday
A great saturday morning to everyone, i am writing this post about past 6 am in my time, its too early for me to do blogging..hehehe..anyways, i will be going home today to my place, since today is my time to bond with my family. I am planning to do some cooking at home or baked some great stufff, im thinkin of sweets this time, coz i missed doing those things, what you think?
Well, i wish everyone will do have a great weekends...
Friday, October 3, 2008
stupidy of me...
It was already midnight when i was really having a hard time going to sleep, its as if my eyes were too lazy to rest, or its my mind that was too busy, trying to find the reasons why my life was full of stupidity, perhaps this is what we call to people who were too crazy to think of other people more than of themselves despite past events that proved that they were never been the best choice but a last alternative.
Before i always blamed my past for the painful memories that was never really worth reminiscing, I blame my ex for being too insensitive to what i felt, i blamed my heart then, for giving my all, and leaved nothing for myself. But after a year of moving on, i was so fortunate that I was able to wake up, still able to proved to the whole damn world that I was a new and improved woman, better than ever.
However, my heart was never getting tired of being broken into pieces everytime someone else owned it. I even wondered how come every passing day i was still able to apprciate the word " love" despite its painful memories in my part.
BUT, its still love that makes me want to wake up every morning, hoping that this time around, someone will proved to me that, theres always one side of the boat.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Think of Laura
I just heared a beautiful song, which made me post the lyrics because it really gave me a different mode emotionally.
Hope you like it too, heres the lyrics
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Hope you like it too, heres the lyrics
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Every once in a while I'd see her smile
And she'd turn my day around
A girl with those eyesCould stare through the lies
And see what your heart was saying
Think of Laura
but laugh don't cry
I know she'd want it that way
When you think of Laura
laugh don't cry
I know she'd want it that way
A friend of a friend
A friend to the end
That's the kind of girl she was
Taken away so young
Taken away without a warning
I know you and you're here
In every day we live
I know her and she's here
I can feel her when I sing
Hey Laura, where are you now
Are you far away from here
I don't think soI think you're here
Taking our tears away